It's a really cool video. I'm posting it on my profile. Here's the link to you tube if you can't check on my site. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Rp8MzzUcTE
I'm listening to lindsay rush a little bit
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I'm excited to see my ex which I'm still hoping dosen't stay that way. lol. I haven't heard back from his mom yet but I'm sure I will soon. I don't want to get my hopes up too much but still I'm just glad he wants to see me. I admit I'm still confused about the whole thing how one week he says forever and tells me he loves me the next week he calls me a bitch and tells me to leave him alone and the week after that he wants to see me. I still feel a connection with him I still belive he is my soulmate and my true love. I still want to make it to 7 years and 70 years. lol. I want to be able to change my status from single to in a relationship and say I'm back with the man I love. He still has my heart in his hands and It's been hurt but I want him to say it was all a mistake he still loves me and keep my heart safe and we can get married in november like we where planning. Well some november but prefrebly this one. The sooner the better if he wants me back after all this I want to get married as soon as possible. I'm not a fool I'm just in love. and I still think we belong together. I'm tired and relaxing after a long day of work and listening to mariah carey.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NUIG6CT8MuE
I'm listening to linda strawberry right now too.
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I really want to make a music video to fuck you I'm beautiful by linda strawberry. That song means so much to me. I just need to find a video camera. lol. My digital camera has one but you can only record snippits so I have no idea how it's going to turn out.
If I do make the music video I'll upload it on youtube and post it here. I'm really excited about the whole thing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8pH3mX9aW0w
I'm listening to linda strawberry F*** you I'm beautiful of course.
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I don't know if my neighbor next store looked at my profile or not she probably didn't actually and even if she did who cares what she or anyone else thinks about me anyway.
I heard from my ex's mom today well I talked to her and I told her I did hear about him in the paper and all which is true and I said I wanted to visit him maybe but I did not know if he even wanted to see me or not and she said he wanted her to come over and tell me what had happend and that he does want to see me. Since he called me a bitch and told me to leave him alone I have no idea why he would want to see me unless he wants to explain everything. She seemed like she didn't even know we had broken up. I'm relived and happy that he wants to see me but I'm still confused it's been a very strange past few weeks.
I have a very busy day tommorrow cause I'm going to be at work all day. I'm listening to dig from linda strawberry cause I would never belive such words.
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I was going to have some wine to try it and the stupid cork screw broke. My computer is so slow tonight. I sent a message and friend request to my neighbore out of boredom and now I feel like such a fool. I always have this insecure feeling that people will laugh at me or make fun of me. I hope that's not the case she seems nice enough not to. Sometimes I wonder if bearing my soul to the world is really such a good idea. But, tonight I'm too tired to care. I'm rushing around right now trying to get everything done I feel like I have a million things to do tonight. I'm listening to Kat McGivern end of story because it seems like the fairy tale ended but maybe there is more to tell. I guess only time will tell. But maybe this girl will end up with her prince charming after all. He will always be my prince charming. He will always be my fantasy. He will always be my fairy tale. The dreams seem broken but maybe they can be repaired if we try real hard. Maybe we started to give up too soon. but, he's my romeo and I'm his juliet. We met 6 almost 7 years ago as teenagers and we loved each other all this time and I think we still do. I'm not giving up on all this time quite yet. You can think I'm a fool I really don't care.
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I went to the barbecue tonight. I just got back from it a bit ago. It was really good. I haven't had anything to drink yet although I think I still will. I'm just glad I don't have to work tommorrow but I still have to finish cleaning the basement from the flood so that completely sucks.
I got a bunch of unkown numbers tonight and I know it's a long shot but I kept wondering if maybe it was my ex. Sometimes the name and number would show up as unkown and he would call like 10 times a day till he got me. And whoever it was called a bunch of times. Plus, it's labor day a holiday and usually we get no or very few calls on holidays. But, if it was then maybe he will write me a letter and if he does I should get it sometime next week with the holiday and all. I know it's wishful thinking but a part of me still really wishes that it was some big mix up and he really didn't want to break up with me or if he did then we can still at least be friends. I just want him to be in my life in some way even if it is as friends or pen pals or e-mail buddies whatever. I just want him to stay in my life somehow. But I also really want answers about everything so I can have some clousure about this whole situation.
It's just strange when one day you are living your life happy on top of the world thinking everything is fine and going great and the next day you wake up and everything has changed it's a completely diffrent situation the rug was pulled out from underneath you so to speak and you have absouletly no idea why so you play this guessing game and don't get any answers. It just makes me feel so stuck. It makes me feel so trapped in a past I can not erase and probably wouldn't and a future I wanted and the future I still want and the future I will have but the present I feel so stuck because it's hard when you just want to understand why people do things or why things happen especially the bad things and you think you know why but you really don't know why it's just a strange feeling to have.
Men always say women are complicated but I think women are pretty simple actually. No offense to women or anything but I think men are more complicated. Women say things that we sometimes don't mean but men never say what they mean at all or say anything at all. I'll say the opposite of what I mean sometimes because I get scared but men will not say anything at all because they are scared. I don't know that's just my take. So if you are a women I would love to hear what you think about men and men tell me what you think about women and feel free to agree or desegree with me but post a comment and tell me what you think.
Also, The neighbors took a trip for labor day weekend I think they will be back sometime tonight. . I haven't had a chance to talk to my one neighbor again since my basement flooded and he helped me get my stuff out of there. But, I still really want to say thanks. I said thanks to one of the neigbors that helped but not the other one. I've just been so busy lately I haven't had a chance too.
d goo
That reminds me I might be going to wisconsin in october that would be nice. I haven't take a trip in ages. and I still hope I win tickets so I can go to super soap weekend in florida disney world in november. That would be the best experince of my life so far I think. I love soaps so much. Yeah I know that probably sounds really corny but they have helped me get through so many bad situations in my life because I can relate to all the drama. Which, I'm hoping to have less of sometime soon.
I'm hopeful about me and my ex but right now I'm also really sleepy. I'm listening to the sweetest days by vanessa williams cause we had so many sweet days together and I'm hopeful I'll get them back. I'm praying to the lord right now.
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Happy labor day everyone! I hope you are having a fun time. I had to work for part of the time today. That sucked. Who wants to work on labor day? my guess is probably no one that's why it's called labor day and it's a holiday. Anyway, I have tommorrow and wensday off so that's good I have to work on thursday and I have friday off but I am working on saturday as for sunday I'm not sure yet. I'm excited though because I get to have my hair done sometime this week most likely thursday so I'm looking forward to getting that done and maybe making a good change in my life will make me feel a bit better.
Last night I went to a bar but I knew I had to work today so I didn't drink anything. I stuck to diet coke even though I was dying for a beer or to put some vodka or rum or something in the coke. But since I'm not working tommorrow I probably will have a drink or two.
I want love. I had love and lost it. But it's something I would like to think I still belive in and something I do really want back in my life. Love: noun, verb, loved, lov·ing.
–noun .. 1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
Angel: I want an angel on my shoulder. I want an angel looking out for me in heaven. I think my godfather and dog that passed are my angels. I want an angel here on earth. My mom is like my angel and I'm like hers. I thought he was my angel but now I don't think so anymore. noun .. 1. one of a class of spiritual beings; a celestial attendant of God. In medieval angelology, angels constituted the lowest of the nine celestial orders (seraphim, cherubim, thrones, dominations or dominions, virtues, powers, principalities or princedoms, archangels, and angels).
Music: without music I think I would die. Music and writing is the only thing that keeps me going. Music is like my air. noun .. 1. an art of sound in time that expresses ideas and emotions in significant forms through the elements of rhythm, melody, harmony, and color.
Baby: I want my baby back. I want a new baby. Literally one day I do want to have a baby but not right now. lol. noun .. 1. an infant or very young child.
.. .. 2. a newborn or very young animal.
.. .. b. a person of whom one is deeply fond; sweetheart.
.. ..
I'm shocked and suprised that I talked to my ex's mom today and he wants to see me. I'm relived and happy about that but also confused and scared. I'm listeing to buckcherry everything because he was my everything and I can't sleep at night sometimes because I miss him. I just want to talk to him and write him letters. I'll start to cry sometimes. I want to be his everything.
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The fairy tale ended. I know I should just move on and let it go. I wish I could just stop loving him and erase all this time from my memoires. but, I can't and I'm hurting. I didn't think that was a crime so why is everyone acting like it is. I wish I could erase the pain and the broken heart but 6 years dosen't go away easily even though I wish it would. I want to find someone new that puts a smile on my face and a sparkle in my eye. I want to find someone that loves me for me. But, it's not easy to find someone else when your heart is still with another. I'm trying to kill the pain but it always creeps back. I'm sorry if I'm being annoying but please deal with it and be my friend not my punisher or my enemy. I need friends right now not tangled webs of people who don't really care and treat me like dirt.
Today I had sushi for lunch and normally I like sushi but 3 pecies is not enough to fill a person up. Then I had some popcorn my uncle gave me I was like gee thanks. So I didn't even eat a real lunch. I worked all day in the heat and now I have a massive headache. I have to work again tommorrow and I'm not looking forward to it but I still need the money and at least it's only half a day not a full day which I don't get paid for anyway. Although i probably will get paid even less because of that. I was chewed out earlier by a so called friend acting like I should just deny that my heart is broken and pretend I'm ok when I'm not. But that's not the kind of person I am and I won't conform for anyone. My heart is broken I won't lie or pretend just because you don't like it so sorry. I was debating about seeing my ex but I think I'll at least try he needs to know I still care. Because I do still care with all my heart even though I don't want to. I saw that the girl dosen't know he is in jail. I guess they can't be that close after all otherwise his mom would tell her she always told me and I found out even though we are no longer together. obviously he dosen't care about this girl as much as she thinks he does. I'm exhausted I'm still drinking and don't really want to stop although I know I should I know I need to get some sleep and I'm going to post some more photos tonight. I'm listening to lindsay rush a little bit because it still hurts a little bit and all I want to do is cry tonight.
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I'm exhausted from working all day. I worked part time today in Barrington and part time in st. charles later on. Tommorrow I'm working in Barrington for part of the day. I don't really want to but I need the money. Sometime next week I'm getting my hair done. Then september 16th I have my uncles birthday party I'm going too. I also need to get my other film developed but the batteries for my camera and get the black and white film. I feel like I have a million things to do this month everything is so chaotic. And I might go see my ex. Now the reason I'm pissed is I don't want people advice about my life if I did I would ask so leave me alone and leave all your own bullshit out of my life please. One friend told me to leave my ex alone he broke up with me for a reason so he wants me out of his life I thought that too and I'm not in denial but when you spend 6 years of your life with someone and you are planning your wedding and planning on having kids and planning on the house where you are going to live it's a lot of history that can't just be forgotten. Everywhere I go I keep having flashbacks of our life together and the plans we made. I want to be there for him as a friend nothing else because I promised him I would be no matter what and when I make a promise I keep it. I know one day I will move on but obviously a lot of people haven't been in my situation. And the people that have been in my situation I just want to say I'm sorry for your loss and thank you for being there for me right now. I have a few friends that really care and trully are there for me they know what I'm going through and I'm sorry they know what it's like but I'm greateful to have them in my life. everyone else can just fuck off. Or at least keep your mouth shut about it. I had a good barbecque tonight but I'm drinking which I needed so bad the past two days and I hate my computer because it's so slow and I think it's going to ruin my life.I'm listening to end of the story by Kat mcgivern because I'm drinking and too depressed that my fairy tale is over and love sucks all I want to do is find my prince charming.
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Happy september everyone! It's been a little over a month since my dog died and almost a month since me and my ex broke up. I found out tonight that he is in jail. I don't want to say too much about it. But, I'm wondering now if he knew he might go and he broke up with me and was being so cruel to me for that reason. But, I'm going to try to visit him sometime before september 13th I think we both need to see each other. And if he dosen't want to see me I can always show up at his court date because he can't run away from me there. I just think we need to see each other and talk if possible. We have a lot of stuff to work out and I just want him to know that when I promised him that I would be there for him NO MATTER WHAT I meant it and I'm keeping my word. I have a feeling not too many other people will be there for him. At least not like I was/am/will be. I know I said I wouldn't be there for him but it's just not fair to break my promise to him unlike all the promises he broke to me. I have to work tommorrow too which I'm not looking forward to but I need the money. This is going to be a very busy month for me. I'm feeling calm and relaxed tonight and I'm going to a labor day barbecue. I'm listening to allie gonino I loved you because I loved him.
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new smashing pumpkins video
It's a really cool video. I'm posting it on my profile. Here's the link to you tube if you can't check on my site. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Rp8MzzUcTE I'm listening to lindsay rush a little bit
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we belong together
I'm excited to see my ex which I'm still hoping dosen't stay that way. lol. I haven't heard back from his mom yet but I'm sure I will soon. I don't want to get my hopes up too much but still I'm just glad he wants to see me. I admit I'm still confused about the whole thing how one week he says forever and tells me he loves me the next week he calls me a bitch and tells me to leave him alone and the week after that he wants to see me. I still feel a connection with him I still belive he is my soulmate and my true love. I still want to make it to 7 years and 70 years. lol. I want to be able to change my status from single to in a relationship and say I'm back with the man I love. He still has my heart in his hands and It's been hurt but I want him to say it was all a mistake he still loves me and keep my heart safe and we can get married in november like we where planning. Well some november but prefrebly this one. The sooner the better if he wants me back after all this I want to get married as soon as possible. I'm not a fool I'm just in love. and I still think we belong together. I'm tired and relaxing after a long day of work and listening to mariah carey. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NUIG6CT8MuE I'm listening to linda strawberry right now too.
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F*** I'm beautiful video linda strawberry
I really want to make a music video to fuck you I'm beautiful by linda strawberry. That song means so much to me. I just need to find a video camera. lol. My digital camera has one but you can only record snippits so I have no idea how it's going to turn out. If I do make the music video I'll upload it on youtube and post it here. I'm really excited about the whole thing. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8pH3mX9aW0w I'm listening to linda strawberry F*** you I'm beautiful of course.
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he wants to see me
I don't know if my neighbor next store looked at my profile or not she probably didn't actually and even if she did who cares what she or anyone else thinks about me anyway. I heard from my ex's mom today well I talked to her and I told her I did hear about him in the paper and all which is true and I said I wanted to visit him maybe but I did not know if he even wanted to see me or not and she said he wanted her to come over and tell me what had happend and that he does want to see me. Since he called me a bitch and told me to leave him alone I have no idea why he would want to see me unless he wants to explain everything. She seemed like she didn't even know we had broken up. I'm relived and happy that he wants to see me but I'm still confused it's been a very strange past few weeks. I have a very busy day tommorrow cause I'm going to be at work all day. I'm listening to dig from linda strawberry cause I would never belive such words.
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too tired to care
I was going to have some wine to try it and the stupid cork screw broke. My computer is so slow tonight. I sent a message and friend request to my neighbore out of boredom and now I feel like such a fool. I always have this insecure feeling that people will laugh at me or make fun of me. I hope that's not the case she seems nice enough not to. Sometimes I wonder if bearing my soul to the world is really such a good idea. But, tonight I'm too tired to care. I'm rushing around right now trying to get everything done I feel like I have a million things to do tonight. I'm listening to Kat McGivern end of story because it seems like the fairy tale ended but maybe there is more to tell. I guess only time will tell. But maybe this girl will end up with her prince charming after all. He will always be my prince charming. He will always be my fantasy. He will always be my fairy tale. The dreams seem broken but maybe they can be repaired if we try real hard. Maybe we started to give up too soon. but, he's my romeo and I'm his juliet. We met 6 almost 7 years ago as teenagers and we loved each other all this time and I think we still do. I'm not giving up on all this time quite yet. You can think I'm a fool I really don't care.
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the day has come and gone
I went to the barbecue tonight. I just got back from it a bit ago. It was really good. I haven't had anything to drink yet although I think I still will. I'm just glad I don't have to work tommorrow but I still have to finish cleaning the basement from the flood so that completely sucks. I got a bunch of unkown numbers tonight and I know it's a long shot but I kept wondering if maybe it was my ex. Sometimes the name and number would show up as unkown and he would call like 10 times a day till he got me. And whoever it was called a bunch of times. Plus, it's labor day a holiday and usually we get no or very few calls on holidays. But, if it was then maybe he will write me a letter and if he does I should get it sometime next week with the holiday and all. I know it's wishful thinking but a part of me still really wishes that it was some big mix up and he really didn't want to break up with me or if he did then we can still at least be friends. I just want him to be in my life in some way even if it is as friends or pen pals or e-mail buddies whatever. I just want him to stay in my life somehow. But I also really want answers about everything so I can have some clousure about this whole situation. It's just strange when one day you are living your life happy on top of the world thinking everything is fine and going great and the next day you wake up and everything has changed it's a completely diffrent situation the rug was pulled out from underneath you so to speak and you have absouletly no idea why so you play this guessing game and don't get any answers. It just makes me feel so stuck. It makes me feel so trapped in a past I can not erase and probably wouldn't and a future I wanted and the future I still want and the future I will have but the present I feel so stuck because it's hard when you just want to understand why people do things or why things happen especially the bad things and you think you know why but you really don't know why it's just a strange feeling to have. Men always say women are complicated but I think women are pretty simple actually. No offense to women or anything but I think men are more complicated. Women say things that we sometimes don't mean but men never say what they mean at all or say anything at all. I'll say the opposite of what I mean sometimes because I get scared but men will not say anything at all because they are scared. I don't know that's just my take. So if you are a women I would love to hear what you think about men and men tell me what you think about women and feel free to agree or desegree with me but post a comment and tell me what you think. Also, The neighbors took a trip for labor day weekend I think they will be back sometime tonight. . I haven't had a chance to talk to my one neighbor again since my basement flooded and he helped me get my stuff out of there. But, I still really want to say thanks. I said thanks to one of the neigbors that helped but not the other one. I've just been so busy lately I haven't had a chance too. d goo That reminds me I might be going to wisconsin in october that would be nice. I haven't take a trip in ages. and I still hope I win tickets so I can go to super soap weekend in florida disney world in november. That would be the best experince of my life so far I think. I love soaps so much. Yeah I know that probably sounds really corny but they have helped me get through so many bad situations in my life because I can relate to all the drama. Which, I'm hoping to have less of sometime soon. I'm hopeful about me and my ex but right now I'm also really sleepy. I'm listening to the sweetest days by vanessa williams cause we had so many sweet days together and I'm hopeful I'll get them back. I'm praying to the lord right now.
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Love.Angel.Music.Baby
Happy labor day everyone! I hope you are having a fun time. I had to work for part of the time today. That sucked. Who wants to work on labor day? my guess is probably no one that's why it's called labor day and it's a holiday. Anyway, I have tommorrow and wensday off so that's good I have to work on thursday and I have friday off but I am working on saturday as for sunday I'm not sure yet. I'm excited though because I get to have my hair done sometime this week most likely thursday so I'm looking forward to getting that done and maybe making a good change in my life will make me feel a bit better. Last night I went to a bar but I knew I had to work today so I didn't drink anything. I stuck to diet coke even though I was dying for a beer or to put some vodka or rum or something in the coke. But since I'm not working tommorrow I probably will have a drink or two. I want love. I had love and lost it. But it's something I would like to think I still belive in and something I do really want back in my life. Love: noun, verb, loved, lov·ing. –noun .. 1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. Angel: I want an angel on my shoulder. I want an angel looking out for me in heaven. I think my godfather and dog that passed are my angels. I want an angel here on earth. My mom is like my angel and I'm like hers. I thought he was my angel but now I don't think so anymore. noun .. 1. one of a class of spiritual beings; a celestial attendant of God. In medieval angelology, angels constituted the lowest of the nine celestial orders (seraphim, cherubim, thrones, dominations or dominions, virtues, powers, principalities or princedoms, archangels, and angels). Music: without music I think I would die. Music and writing is the only thing that keeps me going. Music is like my air. noun .. 1. an art of sound in time that expresses ideas and emotions in significant forms through the elements of rhythm, melody, harmony, and color. Baby: I want my baby back. I want a new baby. Literally one day I do want to have a baby but not right now. lol. noun .. 1. an infant or very young child. .. .. 2. a newborn or very young animal. .. .. b. a person of whom one is deeply fond; sweetheart. .. .. I'm shocked and suprised that I talked to my ex's mom today and he wants to see me. I'm relived and happy about that but also confused and scared. I'm listeing to buckcherry everything because he was my everything and I can't sleep at night sometimes because I miss him. I just want to talk to him and write him letters. I'll start to cry sometimes. I want to be his everything.
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a little bit
The fairy tale ended. I know I should just move on and let it go. I wish I could just stop loving him and erase all this time from my memoires. but, I can't and I'm hurting. I didn't think that was a crime so why is everyone acting like it is. I wish I could erase the pain and the broken heart but 6 years dosen't go away easily even though I wish it would. I want to find someone new that puts a smile on my face and a sparkle in my eye. I want to find someone that loves me for me. But, it's not easy to find someone else when your heart is still with another. I'm trying to kill the pain but it always creeps back. I'm sorry if I'm being annoying but please deal with it and be my friend not my punisher or my enemy. I need friends right now not tangled webs of people who don't really care and treat me like dirt. Today I had sushi for lunch and normally I like sushi but 3 pecies is not enough to fill a person up. Then I had some popcorn my uncle gave me I was like gee thanks. So I didn't even eat a real lunch. I worked all day in the heat and now I have a massive headache. I have to work again tommorrow and I'm not looking forward to it but I still need the money and at least it's only half a day not a full day which I don't get paid for anyway. Although i probably will get paid even less because of that. I was chewed out earlier by a so called friend acting like I should just deny that my heart is broken and pretend I'm ok when I'm not. But that's not the kind of person I am and I won't conform for anyone. My heart is broken I won't lie or pretend just because you don't like it so sorry. I was debating about seeing my ex but I think I'll at least try he needs to know I still care. Because I do still care with all my heart even though I don't want to. I saw that the girl dosen't know he is in jail. I guess they can't be that close after all otherwise his mom would tell her she always told me and I found out even though we are no longer together. obviously he dosen't care about this girl as much as she thinks he does. I'm exhausted I'm still drinking and don't really want to stop although I know I should I know I need to get some sleep and I'm going to post some more photos tonight. I'm listening to lindsay rush a little bit because it still hurts a little bit and all I want to do is cry tonight.
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annoyed and pissed off
I'm exhausted from working all day. I worked part time today in Barrington and part time in st. charles later on. Tommorrow I'm working in Barrington for part of the day. I don't really want to but I need the money. Sometime next week I'm getting my hair done. Then september 16th I have my uncles birthday party I'm going too. I also need to get my other film developed but the batteries for my camera and get the black and white film. I feel like I have a million things to do this month everything is so chaotic. And I might go see my ex. Now the reason I'm pissed is I don't want people advice about my life if I did I would ask so leave me alone and leave all your own bullshit out of my life please. One friend told me to leave my ex alone he broke up with me for a reason so he wants me out of his life I thought that too and I'm not in denial but when you spend 6 years of your life with someone and you are planning your wedding and planning on having kids and planning on the house where you are going to live it's a lot of history that can't just be forgotten. Everywhere I go I keep having flashbacks of our life together and the plans we made. I want to be there for him as a friend nothing else because I promised him I would be no matter what and when I make a promise I keep it. I know one day I will move on but obviously a lot of people haven't been in my situation. And the people that have been in my situation I just want to say I'm sorry for your loss and thank you for being there for me right now. I have a few friends that really care and trully are there for me they know what I'm going through and I'm sorry they know what it's like but I'm greateful to have them in my life. everyone else can just fuck off. Or at least keep your mouth shut about it. I had a good barbecque tonight but I'm drinking which I needed so bad the past two days and I hate my computer because it's so slow and I think it's going to ruin my life.I'm listening to end of the story by Kat mcgivern because I'm drinking and too depressed that my fairy tale is over and love sucks all I want to do is find my prince charming.
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september
Happy september everyone! It's been a little over a month since my dog died and almost a month since me and my ex broke up. I found out tonight that he is in jail. I don't want to say too much about it. But, I'm wondering now if he knew he might go and he broke up with me and was being so cruel to me for that reason. But, I'm going to try to visit him sometime before september 13th I think we both need to see each other. And if he dosen't want to see me I can always show up at his court date because he can't run away from me there. I just think we need to see each other and talk if possible. We have a lot of stuff to work out and I just want him to know that when I promised him that I would be there for him NO MATTER WHAT I meant it and I'm keeping my word. I have a feeling not too many other people will be there for him. At least not like I was/am/will be. I know I said I wouldn't be there for him but it's just not fair to break my promise to him unlike all the promises he broke to me. I have to work tommorrow too which I'm not looking forward to but I need the money. This is going to be a very busy month for me. I'm feeling calm and relaxed tonight and I'm going to a labor day barbecue. I'm listening to allie gonino I loved you because I loved him.
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