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God bless everyone~

God bless everyone~ who visits today with, love, good health, happiness & music to soothe the soul~ Never would have made it, never could have made it, without you I would have lost it all, but now I see how you were there for me And I can say Never would have made it, Never could have made it, Without you I would have lost it all, But now I see how you were there for me and I can say I'm stronger, I'm wiser, I'm better, Much better, When I look back over all you brought me thru. I can see that you were the one that I held on to And I never I never would have made it I'm Stronger, Wiser Better because of you Fr God

SHOOB..SHOOBI..DOOBI DOO...

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~SATISFY MY SOUL ~

Oh, please don't you rock my boat (don't rock my boat) 'Cause I don't want my boat to be rockin' (don't rock my boat) Oh, please don't you rock my boat (don't rock my boat) 'Cause I don't want my boat to be rockin' (don't rock my boat) I'm telling you that, oh, oh-ooh, wo-o-wo! I like it - like it this (I like it like this, I like it like this) - So keep it steady, like this. (I like it like this) And you should know - you should know by now: I like it (I like it like this), I like it like this (I like it like this, I like it like this), I like it like this, ooh yeah! (I like it like this) (Satisfy my soul) You satisfy my soul (satisfy my soul); You satisfy my soul (satisfy my soul). Every little action (satisfy my soul), there's a reaction (satisfy my soul). Oh, can't you see what you've done for me, oh, yeah! I am happy inside all - all of the time. Wo-oo-o-oo! When we (bend) bend a new corner, I feel like a (sweep) sweepstake winner. When I meet you around the corner (round the corner), You make me feel like a sweepstake winner (a sweep - a sweepstake winner). Whoa, child! Can't you see? You must believe me! Oh darling, darling, I'm calling, calling: Can't you see? Why won't you believe me? Oh, darling, darling, I'm calling, calling (calling, calling, calling, calling) When I meet you around the corner, Oh, I said, "Baby, never let me be a loner", And then you hold me tight, you make me feel all right. Yes, when you hold me tight, you made me feel all right. Whoa, honey, can't you see? Don't you believe me? Oh, darling, darling, I'm callin', callin': Can't you see? Why won't you believe me? Oh, darling, darling, I'm callin', callin' (calling, calling, calling, calling). Satisfy my soul - satisfy my soul - satisfy my soul - satisfy my soul: That's all I want you to do, that's all I'll take from you: Satisfy my soul, satisfy my soul.

You Know How To Love Me

Yes, that man definatley knew how to love. Elise woke from her delicious slumber, feeling relaxed, fluffy & impulsive. Deciding immediately to take the day off. She really needed a break and what better day than Friday, giving her a long weekend. She looked at her ruffled unmade bed & imagined the fine handsome body of Miles sprawled out on top of it. Stretching, yawning, pecs expanding and dreamy eyes opening to see the first thing in his day; Elise. What a man what a man what a mighty fine man! Elise was developing a habit of drifting off into far away thoughts of this Adonis. Before she could imagine what this man sprawled out on her unmade bed would do next, the phone rang. It was her friend Sasha inviting her out later on in the evening. Why not! Elise looked through her Cd collection and slid Phyllis Hyman's ''You know how to love me '' cd into the player. She just loved that album, particularly the title song,, which Elise must have played thousands of times. She ran a morning bath and soaked her soft volumptuous curves in Chantilly bath oils while singing along, word perfect to Phyllis. ''Measure for measure Your loves so much pleasure Like a haunting melody You came inside and captured me And I'm so happy you're the rhythm of my rhyme You and I together We'll stand the test of time You know how to love me (Sure you do) You know to make it right (So nice) You know how to love me (Theres no denyin) Sweet as the morning light Sooner or later I knew you'd come my way you're welcome to my love Just promise that you'll stay You know how to love me Right in a special way You know how to love me Tonight all I want to say You know how to love me you're the real that I feel, never go away Seeings believin don't you know you're a dream come true ain't nothin deceivin Bout the way that I'm lovin you, yeah You know how to love me (You know, you know) You know to make it right (I can feel it) You know how to love me (No doubt about it) Sweet as the morning light Nothings forever that's what people say But each time were together Forever and a day You know how to love me Right in a special way You know how to love me Tonight all I want to say You know how to love me you're the real that I feel, never go away You know how to love me (Oh, you know that you do) (You know how to love me, baby) Ooh, you know to make it right (Oh, I know you do, whoa) Ooh, you know how to love me (Seeings believin, don't you know you're a dream come true, yeah) Ooh, you know how to love me (Oh, oh, baby) (Who will take this heart of mine) Ooh, you know how to love me (Love me, baby, all the time, come on, give it to me, baby) (You know how to love) Ooh, you know how to love me.....'' mmmmmmm Miles, you know how to love me To be Continued by JeninjaPenJen or not...

Hmmmmmm - What next? ;-)

Will they? won't they? Should they? Shouldn't they? Will I? Won't I write the next bit ?. Should I even continue? I haven't a clue because it all unfolds as I write. So I'm just as much in the dark about these two love struck strangers, as you the reader. Watch this space. Have a Blessed day Everyone JeNinjaPenJen x

~Dreaming~

Elise drifted into sleep and into the most wonderful dream. A place she loved to be and wished she'd never wake from. Her dreams fulfilled her every desire and passion..And always at the centre and main focus of her dreams, was Miles, in his tall , masculine, upright splendour and glory. His height and strength swallowed her up, leaving her helpless and exposed; with nowhere to go but heaven. She experienced every kind of glory. Every day time thought she had about her dashing mystery man, were unleashed, bare, and abandoned; no holding back. He loved her and loved her and loved her ...And then loved her again and again and again ..until she forgot herself and they became one. That man could love without boundaries. That man knew what to do. His lips, his hands, his eyes, his skin, his smell, his passion...That man in her dreams needed to be real.. She had to have that man at any cost and prayed he wanted her as much..To be continued by JeNinjaPenJen

~Thoughts of Miles~ Writen By JeNinjaPenJen ~

Laying on her velvet zebra print chaise lounge, looking up at her black crystal drop chandeliers, Elise drifted into thought, having just watched the first sequel of a couple separated by distance. Circumstances had kept them apart for 80% of the time, but instead of feelings ebbing away, their hearts kept calling out to each other. They live their lives but picture each other in everything they do..Hearts never straying too far. Hearts always reachable. It made Elise think about her feelings for a man she had briefly met while out dancing. She had never forgotten him or his name. Mmmm Miles; Very Tall, ridiculously dishy & head spinningly handsome, with strong broad shoulders. It should be a crime for a man to be so fine, well dressed...AND how wonderful he had smelt that evening as they danced the night away at the jazz Cafe. She had been completely taken in by his aura and the chemistry between then intoxicating. She had returned twice with friends to see a couple of acts, secretly hoping that the silhouette of this handsome stranger would somehow step out of the shadows and reveal himself once more. She didn't know much about him; except that he loved music. He had mentioned his love of jazz, Blues, the Saxaphone..but she couldn't remember if he said he played or would love to play it. Either way, she had come to think of him as her Saxy Stranger & harboured thoughts of him not for daytime viewing. Everytime she thought of Miles, her heart would quicken and she would feel a rush of excitement, imagining what it would be like to be wrapped up in his manliness. The idea of Miles appealed to her more than any man she had come across on recent travels and no matter how much she told herself, her thoughts were mere flights of fancy; her heart convinced her otherwise. She had seriously regretted not asking for his number. It wasn't something she had ever done. Anyway, if he had been interested he would surely have taken her number. After all, isn't that what men who are interested in women do? She conluded; he could not have been that interested. Besides, the odds of a man so fine being single must be slim/next to no chance. Worse still, the thought every woman dreads, when she spies a dapper love interest; that he's GAY! Brrrrr. she shook that thought out of the building. NO WAY! That man was bathed in Testosterone, every last inch of him. She held on to that tantalizing thought and smiled. It was getting late & as usual, Elise tidied up her second floor apartment, had her shower and took in the lovely view overlooking the river, before falling into freshly laundered white Egyptian cotton sheets. She was truly blessed to have such a wonderful life..but in her heart she knew she would be more blessed with a man like Miles beside her, to hold her tight & love her all night long. ''Come on up the ladder honey, what I've got is better than money. my love's waiting when you reach the top..All night long'' she sang to herself, with a smile on her face & deep yearning for him inside... To be continued by JeNinjaPenJen ;-)

~One day we'll be together~ Written by JeNinjaPenJen ~

''Far apart in distance; two hearts determined to find each other - This is only the beginning'' Elise pressed the off button on her remote control and pondered on that thought for a while. How do hearts find each other? Is there a signal/special frequency? How does a heart know it wants a specific heart. Should we trust our hearts; as often hearts are fickle. There seemed to be more questions than answers. As a successful wedding planner, Elise led what some would call a colourful & exciting life, which to an extent was true. How could planning & creating the most perfect & beautiful day for couples in love not be. Some couples had limitless funds, while others had a strict budget. Whichever, Elise endevoured to give them a dream day that they would never forget. Her attention to detail & the unexpected finishing touches had become her trademark. Spring and Summer were her busiest times (new love blossoming) , followed by Autumn & Winter ( hopeful never giving up on love) Months. Everyday she would wake full of ideas on how to create another dream wedding & most nights, unless she was having a girls night out or in with friends, she would go home alone wondering if she would ever find true love. Her last relationship was 2 years ago, with the dynamic, flitting in and out of her life, controlling Wayne; who she now referred to as WaynKA. The less said about that the better. She had decided to go it alone , lead a celibate life until a man worth falling in love with showed up. Elise was in no real rush; just enjoying the simple pleasures of life; Works, family, Friends & holidays. Sometimes she indulged herself with thoughts of romance and all the joy & pleasure it brings. To be continued by JeNinjaPenJen

Where is she?

Elise, Elise, wherefore art thou my sweet Elise. I have searched everywhere for you in the corners of my mind. I catch a glimpse of you in the shadow of my dream and run towards you. The closer I get, the less defined your image. I dare not come closer only to watch you fade away..Yet I can't stay away. I've tried with a cocktail of, booze , music, come hither eyes; None of them special. It's no use, because none of them make me feel the way you do. You still stay in my heart & on my mind. What am I to do? When all I do is think of you. All I'm praying for, is that you have not forgotten me & your sweet heart is waiting for the key, lying safe within me. Please keep me alive in your memory ...

Hello, Is it me you're looking for?

I've been alone with you Inside my mind And in my dreams I've kissed your lips A thousand times I sometimes see you Pass outside my door Hello! Is it me you're looking for? I can see it in your eyes I can see it in your smile You're all I've ever wanted And my arms are open wide Because you know just what to say And you know just what to do And I want to tell you so much I love you I long to see the sunlight in your hair And tell you time and time again How much I care Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow Hello! I've just got to let you know Because I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do Are you somewhere feeling lonely? Or is someone loving you? Tell me how to win your heart For I haven't got a clue But let me start by saying I love you