loving someone that can not be reached,
praying for things that can not be preached.
the mouth speaks about what's in the heart.
two connected souls,
that are ment to be,
but yet are so far apart.
you touch me in a way you can't understand,
I never told you,
but it's hard to pretend.
I let you live the way you want too live life.
I know I'm a mom,
and I never wanted to get married,
but if you'd ask,
I would be your wife.
maybe it's bad,
for you it might sounds sad,
but you don't even know this is about you.
I can't say,
cause it's my dream,
and everyone knows you can't reveil what you wish when you see a falling star.
Cause when you do,
it won't come true.
but all I want is too put a smile on your face and warmth in your hearth.
be with you
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nick carter,
artist,
singer,
actor,
song writter.
makes us shiver with his voice.
sillyness all over.
he makes the world a better place.
by being who he is.
not just what we know,
but he also is:
a man
a son
a brother
a lover
a human being yet for us to discover.
his passion for what he does,
for his fans,
for all of us,
is just a little glimp of what we see.
sometimes we want to much.
forget his private life is no bussiness of us.
give him a break,
he also has to eat,
sleep,
love and run late.
let him live his life, the way he wants it too be.
it's not our task to tell him, how, or with who, or what we wanna see.
he's amazing in every aspect that we know.
but knowing all is not needed,
he had enough problems that had to be defeated.
just show him love and support,
let him know we appreciate who he is.
and thank him for doing what he does,
and for sharing his talents with us!
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why do we do this to our earth?
the planet is what we need to live on.
it's the thing tha keeps us strong
providing us food,
and giving us the sun,
shining up on.
wich we need to keep living a long.
and what do we do?
WE POLLUTE!
while it's us,
ourselves,
that is being screwed!
life is preceous,
we need to see.
we are damaging everything surrounding and wonder what is going on.
do we want the end of us to be?
animals are dying,
no birds in the sky will be flying,
no more fish in the sea.
it's all over the news, when you put on tv.
but what do we do?
NOTHING AT ALL!
we say it's bad,
situation is scaring us and making us sad.
but we are responsible,
it's not earth.
but it's us that needs to be controled.
make a change,
give mother earth back her grace!
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!welcome to the house of doom,
where I sleep in a creepy room.
a house ain't the same as a home,
but this is the place where I've been raised and born.
I don't know what happened,
how it became like this.
no love, no hugs, no goodnight kiss.
but I do know I'm raising my daughter in a different way.
try to offer her love and support,
praise her for who she is,
instead of getting her down for who she isn't.
she's my pride, my heart and soul,
for me,
my daughter is it all!
my world and my heaven,
my moon and my star.
because of her I am wo I am,
and I came this far.
I was young and scared,
alone and on my own.
but cause of the warmth of my mother hearth,
I survived.
I made a fresh start,
opened my eyes,
and saw what I needed,
she made me wise.
I putted down my disguise,
and opened up.
allowed feelings to be mine.
weird isn't it?
what a child can do?
how they can mean everything too you.
Emely is my motivation,
my inspiration,
to do good,
and stay on track.
she'll never have too ear,,
she my girl and already has all my love, support and respect!
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I got a little spider in my head,
crawling around,
making his web.
trying me to be captured,
making me tired,
making me weak,
all I wanna do is sleep.
I can defeat,
please tell me I can.
Cause I got so much things to do,
so much dreams for me and Em.
I'm scared,
emotions are getting too me tonight.
really bad.
does it show?
I'm sorry,
this wasn't my intention at all.
words keep popping out.
I feel like screaming,
I am with in...
but my mouth doesn't make a sound.
I'm holding on,
hangin' in,
I can't fall apart,
it's going better.
I can do this... right?
just a little while and it'll be better.
no more sleepless nights,
I keep strong all the time,
I try to any way.
but I'm only human,
and sometimes I have to freak out.
is that okay for me to say?
don't feel sorry,
just let me do,
what I feel I need like doing.
I need to overcome this on my own.
instead of glueing myself to people that help me.
need to find the force within me,
I can do that.
you'll see.
I'm strong.
it's just me and my ilness.
I WILL defeat.
break down that web little spider,
you are,
you'll not get me goin' down.
I won't let it go that far.
keep on building,
What I'll break down.
I'll get you out of my head,
and make my thoughts back mine!
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what's wrong with the world,
what's wrong with ya'll?
you don't seem to get the meaning of trust,
or honesty,
at all.
All peoples see these days is lust.
And it's freaking me out!
You put on tv.
you see a girl.
with her boobs out,
to show to the whole wide world.
It can't hurt,
it's just tv.
but men will look at us as lustobjects,
ant by the way,
do we really want our kids to see?
There's more in me!
I can be kind,
I can be sweet.
and showing my body,
is not what I need!
to show I'm worth it.
To prove I'm cool...
the one that has to do that,
is the one that is the fool...
caus they won't like you,
they only wanna get inside you.
is that who you wanna be?
it's nothing to envy...
take a stand...
look inside...
see the things you truly like,
and who you are.
show them your talent in other ways.
show them your smart,
you think before you do...
and if you can... well, I guess it's just up to you!
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what's it all about?
is it about buying each other presents,
or a feeling inside?
people tempt to hide.
'caus they can't allow,
some one inside.
they tell them stuff,
they don't mean,
'caus they think they're in love,
and it has to be seen.
come clean.
leave the presents and gifts behind.
I wanna see your heart,
see what you are all about.
don't be ashamed,
I already know:
love is a feeling that has to grow.
today it's like this,
tomorrow like that.
that's not the thing that's making me sad.
put down the mask,
show me your face.
Than it's love,
I will embrace.
.
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what's wrong with me?
it looks like I look at things differently.
I look at life,
I look at love...
like I'm trying to find out,
how much stars there are up above.
I take it serious,
I know I do.
do you rather have me living,
without having a clue...
on how to?
it's important.
I have to know...
I have to see...
I'm trying to live my life,
the way it has to be.
I made and make mistakes,
in order to learn.
I know with each mistake,
I'll get a life lesson in return.
.
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we've been talking for a while,
we have fun,
you make me smile.
you are my friend,
you know you are...
the things you say...
the things we share...
you are my second star.
the first one is up above,
the second down below.
it's hard on you,
it is,
and I know.
for me you don't have to put up a show.
what I wanna say is...
I'm here...
even if you are far away,
in my head,
and in my heart,
you are near.
I'm there for you if you want me to,
just chill...
caus everything is gonna be alright no matter what happens.
it will.
no matter what you do,
I jus want you to know I'm always gonna be here for you.
we'll make it trough
that's my personal promess just from me for you.
.
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I'm mad,
you should be there for me,
not the other way around.
I'm sad,
caus I keep on trying to help you.
and all you do is laugh.
you laugh at who I am and what I do.
Don't forget I was made by you.
you laugh at how I feel,
you wanna make me believe nothing in life is real.
And I'm on my own..
well guess what,
you are so wrong!
I don't have many friends,
I just have a few.
and they know about you,
they think you are a fool.
caus you don't see what's in front of you,
or maybe you do,
but you won't.
keep on going,
you can't winn.
I won't let you get me down.
I can't talk to you,
so I just write my feelings down.
but I'll control myself,
and keep it together,
caus I know things eventually will get better.
I don't walk away.
I'm the type of person that tries to make a change,
so I'll stay.
untill you push me away to far.
again I'm not going down,
I had bigger mountains to climb.
and look at me...
I didn't fell and I'm fine.
I'm not gonna keep trying to save you.
last chance,
last time,
caus my life should,
and will become back mine!
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wishing
loving someone that can not be reached, praying for things that can not be preached. the mouth speaks about what's in the heart. two connected souls, that are ment to be, but yet are so far apart. you touch me in a way you can't understand, I never told you, but it's hard to pretend. I let you live the way you want too live life. I know I'm a mom, and I never wanted to get married, but if you'd ask, I would be your wife. maybe it's bad, for you it might sounds sad, but you don't even know this is about you. I can't say, cause it's my dream, and everyone knows you can't reveil what you wish when you see a falling star. Cause when you do, it won't come true. but all I want is too put a smile on your face and warmth in your hearth. be with you
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bday present for my muze
nick carter, artist, singer, actor, song writter. makes us shiver with his voice. sillyness all over. he makes the world a better place. by being who he is. not just what we know, but he also is: a man a son a brother a lover a human being yet for us to discover. his passion for what he does, for his fans, for all of us, is just a little glimp of what we see. sometimes we want to much. forget his private life is no bussiness of us. give him a break, he also has to eat, sleep, love and run late. let him live his life, the way he wants it too be. it's not our task to tell him, how, or with who, or what we wanna see. he's amazing in every aspect that we know. but knowing all is not needed, he had enough problems that had to be defeated. just show him love and support, let him know we appreciate who he is. and thank him for doing what he does, and for sharing his talents with us!
Reply
mother earth
why do we do this to our earth? the planet is what we need to live on. it's the thing tha keeps us strong providing us food, and giving us the sun, shining up on. wich we need to keep living a long. and what do we do? WE POLLUTE! while it's us, ourselves, that is being screwed! life is preceous, we need to see. we are damaging everything surrounding and wonder what is going on. do we want the end of us to be? animals are dying, no birds in the sky will be flying, no more fish in the sea. it's all over the news, when you put on tv. but what do we do? NOTHING AT ALL! we say it's bad, situation is scaring us and making us sad. but we are responsible, it's not earth. but it's us that needs to be controled. make a change, give mother earth back her grace!
Reply
my inspiration
!welcome to the house of doom, where I sleep in a creepy room. a house ain't the same as a home, but this is the place where I've been raised and born. I don't know what happened, how it became like this. no love, no hugs, no goodnight kiss. but I do know I'm raising my daughter in a different way. try to offer her love and support, praise her for who she is, instead of getting her down for who she isn't. she's my pride, my heart and soul, for me, my daughter is it all! my world and my heaven, my moon and my star. because of her I am wo I am, and I came this far. I was young and scared, alone and on my own. but cause of the warmth of my mother hearth, I survived. I made a fresh start, opened my eyes, and saw what I needed, she made me wise. I putted down my disguise, and opened up. allowed feelings to be mine. weird isn't it? what a child can do? how they can mean everything too you. Emely is my motivation, my inspiration, to do good, and stay on track. she'll never have too ear,, she my girl and already has all my love, support and respect!
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THATS THE ONE IM GONNA GO HUG MY LIL DOO DOO (MY DAUGHTER)
THATS THE ONE IM GONNA GO HUG MY LIL DOO DOO (MY DAUGHTER)
spider in my head
I got a little spider in my head, crawling around, making his web. trying me to be captured, making me tired, making me weak, all I wanna do is sleep. I can defeat, please tell me I can. Cause I got so much things to do, so much dreams for me and Em. I'm scared, emotions are getting too me tonight. really bad. does it show? I'm sorry, this wasn't my intention at all. words keep popping out. I feel like screaming, I am with in... but my mouth doesn't make a sound. I'm holding on, hangin' in, I can't fall apart, it's going better. I can do this... right? just a little while and it'll be better. no more sleepless nights, I keep strong all the time, I try to any way. but I'm only human, and sometimes I have to freak out. is that okay for me to say? don't feel sorry, just let me do, what I feel I need like doing. I need to overcome this on my own. instead of glueing myself to people that help me. need to find the force within me, I can do that. you'll see. I'm strong. it's just me and my ilness. I WILL defeat. break down that web little spider, you are, you'll not get me goin' down. I won't let it go that far. keep on building, What I'll break down. I'll get you out of my head, and make my thoughts back mine!
Reply
I know I have too. sometimes it's just hard.
it gets really hard on my cause here in belgium I do not have anyone to support me. my friends are in the usa and in denmark (you :-)) I know it sounds weird but I do not have any one understanding me in belgium.
hey girl, how are you doing? I'm gonna try and call you soon! think I might have found a way. maybe tomorrow. how are you doing?
poem 10: the world
what's wrong with the world, what's wrong with ya'll? you don't seem to get the meaning of trust, or honesty, at all. All peoples see these days is lust. And it's freaking me out! You put on tv. you see a girl. with her boobs out, to show to the whole wide world. It can't hurt, it's just tv. but men will look at us as lustobjects, ant by the way, do we really want our kids to see? There's more in me! I can be kind, I can be sweet. and showing my body, is not what I need! to show I'm worth it. To prove I'm cool... the one that has to do that, is the one that is the fool... caus they won't like you, they only wanna get inside you. is that who you wanna be? it's nothing to envy... take a stand... look inside... see the things you truly like, and who you are. show them your talent in other ways. show them your smart, you think before you do... and if you can... well, I guess it's just up to you!
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I really like this poem... Ye takin the things you see as the worlds faults, and you are artistically taking a stand. Not only are you takin a stand, but you are doin it from a clean perspective. Tho The World Can be a dirty place, you are not lowering yourself to the same level. I Cant wait to read some more
Thank you for the comment. yeah I do mostely write about life or about emotions. I have in here that's called heartless idiots. it's about the time I was homeless... if ya liked this one. you'll love that one.
I really apreciate you reading my poems. they might sound amateuristic too in a way. but I am ... an amateur I mean. I just write about what I feel and see. I don't make money on this. and if I do get them published, I don't want money for them. x
Thank you girl! I write a lot of stuff. I have books and books full of these things. xx
poem 9: love
what's it all about? is it about buying each other presents, or a feeling inside? people tempt to hide. 'caus they can't allow, some one inside. they tell them stuff, they don't mean, 'caus they think they're in love, and it has to be seen. come clean. leave the presents and gifts behind. I wanna see your heart, see what you are all about. don't be ashamed, I already know: love is a feeling that has to grow. today it's like this, tomorrow like that. that's not the thing that's making me sad. put down the mask, show me your face. Than it's love, I will embrace. .
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poem 8: me
what's wrong with me? it looks like I look at things differently. I look at life, I look at love... like I'm trying to find out, how much stars there are up above. I take it serious, I know I do. do you rather have me living, without having a clue... on how to? it's important. I have to know... I have to see... I'm trying to live my life, the way it has to be. I made and make mistakes, in order to learn. I know with each mistake, I'll get a life lesson in return. .
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poem 7: I'm here
we've been talking for a while, we have fun, you make me smile. you are my friend, you know you are... the things you say... the things we share... you are my second star. the first one is up above, the second down below. it's hard on you, it is, and I know. for me you don't have to put up a show. what I wanna say is... I'm here... even if you are far away, in my head, and in my heart, you are near. I'm there for you if you want me to, just chill... caus everything is gonna be alright no matter what happens. it will. no matter what you do, I jus want you to know I'm always gonna be here for you. we'll make it trough that's my personal promess just from me for you. .
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yeah sure you can use this for a song girl, btw you should get your ass more online, I've been trying to reach you ;-)
poem 6: madness
I'm mad, you should be there for me, not the other way around. I'm sad, caus I keep on trying to help you. and all you do is laugh. you laugh at who I am and what I do. Don't forget I was made by you. you laugh at how I feel, you wanna make me believe nothing in life is real. And I'm on my own.. well guess what, you are so wrong! I don't have many friends, I just have a few. and they know about you, they think you are a fool. caus you don't see what's in front of you, or maybe you do, but you won't. keep on going, you can't winn. I won't let you get me down. I can't talk to you, so I just write my feelings down. but I'll control myself, and keep it together, caus I know things eventually will get better. I don't walk away. I'm the type of person that tries to make a change, so I'll stay. untill you push me away to far. again I'm not going down, I had bigger mountains to climb. and look at me... I didn't fell and I'm fine. I'm not gonna keep trying to save you. last chance, last time, caus my life should, and will become back mine!
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I really like this one too... you seem sad but strong from ye anger at the same time... i def like this one
yeah that's true. it's about my dad. I have a disfunctional family... a very disfunctional family... but it makes me who I am... def NOT like them!