The Saddest Spell

Look at me now, please tell me you care I can still feel your breath, and I know you're still there. The taste of your lips, I thought that I'd melt But unable to say, the true words i felt. You told me you loved me, I still can't see why. and I was never so sure, when it was okay to cry. You were always so caring, so gentle, so strong. but what could I say? I could only do wrong. you planned out each date without any ease but why did it seem that I was so hard to please? like a turtle I was, hidden shy in my shell I've put you though pain, and you've suffered through hell. But there you still stood! You would always still try.. And again I had gone, in attempt to still hide. Just what had you felt? What couldn't I see? all that you've done, had you done it through plea? I couldn't keep hurting you, I didn't have the heart.. so a allowed what I could, to make a new start. Its better this way.. though I know it still hurts. If she's what you need, then I'm fine in the dirt. If you're happy with her, I don't care how i feel. Cry into her arms, and she'll make it all clear. Do what you must, and show her you care Despite how i feel, I guess I can share. Though my love for you, seemed always so strange my feelings for you, will still never change so here I still stand unable to tell the way of my love.. from my hearts saddest spell...

-Jordyn Siegrist

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