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Take You Too Far

If I want to take you anywhere in the throes of pleasure// I want to strip you of your innocence and take you too far// With sounds of a choir of angels in the throes of pleasure// I want to watch the devil dilate in your eyes// and take you too far// If I want to take you anywhere in the throes of pleasure// only want to take you where you want to go and take you too far// In all you let me do// we stir our souls unleashing the devil inside// and take you too far// If i want to take you anywhere// in the throes of pleasure// I want to reach for paradise and take you too far

Out of Time

Trying to tell a story of a thousand lives// and what memories bring// not all things are as they seem// where dreams cross my mind// and feel what it is// slipping inside the eye of the mind// it's just an illusion// written down as dreams// as echoes chase hearts out of time// As years flow by// and I wonder how they've flown// where they've led me and where I've grown// in all those years gathering speed// no matter where I go, there I am// where dreams cross my mind// and falling behind// where dreams crawl inside my mind// my heart burns and exhales in the shadows cast by the moon// and tears stain the world outside// as echoes chase hearts out of time// I'm a mortal man// finding a way to let it all out// slipping inside the eye of the mind// finding new ways to get by// trying to live a life// I'm not sure I want to live// where dreams cross my mind// and echoes chase hearts out of time

Crumbling of Me

The darkest hour always comes in the night// the memories add to my face// the mirror can't hide my fate// feel the sin I bleed, the demons I fight// caught in the corner of the peripheral// my heart's empty and what for// when darkness hides the door// in the glimpse of the peripheral// there's always another crumb// caught between the dealer and the razor blade// pulled closer, I find my sin// I don't want to live// I don't want to die// maybe I don't want to believe// I just want to fly// Curled in the corner and all the scars from a past life// beneath my stone colored soul// I'm fighting this demon and all its reasons// caught in the corner of the peripheral// lost forever more// it's 2AM and I don't know what to do// waiting for the light to save me// in this crumbling of me// I want to see things I'll never see// and all I'll ever be// as a soul shoots straight to the bone// caught between the dealer and the razor blade// pulled closer, I find my sin// I don't want to live// I don't want to die// I don't want to believe// I just want to fly// With echoes of a soul swimming inside// a habit is a hell of a thing, she said// letting memories die in vain, stopped in time// and it sticks with you until the day you die// lost forever more// caught between the dealer and the razor blade// pulled closer, I find my sin// I just want to fly// I don't want to live// I don't want to fly// I just want to fly

She Burns

Every now and then a woman comes along// with a spark to ignite subtle fires// imbued deep in the depths of a soul// As I'm faintly breathing// she finds me suffocating in insecurity// As we wonder beyond the line// inciting the velvet sheen// blossoming before we bloom// she whets my appetite// and she burns// to unease me, to please me, to unhinge me// to help me through the night// she burns// Controlled and consumed by her scent// knowing I can't say no// with fire from the smoldering ashes// a new life is formed// and she burns// no strings, no demands, no jealousies// we're very good friends finding relief// yea, baby. . . breath// letting me in. . . feeding the release// she burns// As lust lingers in the senses// the fragrance of redemption mingles// and as I move closer// I show my weakness// and she burns// And as we stand in the rain// cleansing our sin// I kiss her lips trying to numb the pain// and she burns

Incendiary Arsenal

Melting in our eyes

and our breath's

swirling in the molten heat

flowing deep inside

We breath our fire

from the mingling of our souls

igniting this deep desire

Shivering as we sweat

letting the desires flow

until the fear flows away

laid naked on the floor

exposed to incendiary arsenal

deep desires of the soul

We breath our fire

from the mingling of our souls

igniting this deep desire

Road Less Traveled

There's a voice sounding in my heart

always haunting me when we're apart

With the sounds of your voice so sweet

I feel them in my heart with every beat

It doesn't matter where you are

You'll always be down deep in my heart

and I see the road rise up to meet you and

I try to find the road less traveled

The day you left, I lost my best friend

where will I ever find one again

with all the memories etched in my soul

keeping the secrets no one knows

I see the road rise up to meet you and

I try to find the road less traveled

These tears now do me no good

however hard I try, they never would

Thought we had it made

really thought we had it made

Now all the colors seem to fade

I dry my tearful eyes and I

chase the shadows of my mind

leading me deeper into the wild

on a lost road to redemption

and I try to find the road less traveled

Ashes to the Fire

Like a ghost chasing morning light

sleep alludes me

running from my sight

My thoughts are scattered

can't slow them

as my heart's ripped from my chest

your touch resurrects the flame

from the ashes to the fire

your scent overwhelms the senses

praying on the night

like a phoenix from the ashes

your touch resurrects the flame

from the ashes to the fire

my senses can't forget

the chemical attraction

burning off the oxygen

and as the temperature rises

your touch resurrects the flame

from the ashes to the fire

your touch resurrects the flame

Dreaming Dreams

Lord the dust

is kicking up

and the air is getting thin

You're everything I want

and everything I want to forget

Know I can't

keep holding on

in the night you call my name

see you floating in my dreams

and in my dreams I float away

You and me

laughing in the sand

our fingers locked in hand and hand

Staring beyond

the moon lit sky

glimpsing heaven in your eyes

When I can't

steal you in my dreams

I lay my head down to rest

and in my darkest hour of need

I dream those dreams of the past

You and me

laughing in the sand

Our fingers locked in hand and hand

staring beyond

the moon lit sky

glimpsing heaven in your eyes

1/2 Truths, Lies, and Alibis

In a sea of waves painted across the sky

hiding behind these memories

tainted by blood stained pride

Tell these lies and don't know what to believe

So I ask myself

because I'm so easy to deceive

Between truth and distant lies

can't find our compromise

In my head I hear the bitter laughter

To toss and search forever

sleeping alone with my sin

and never find myself again

does it matter what I feel

all the emotions I see

a lonely road paved with the blood of distant lies

!/2 truths lies and alibis

1/2 truths lies and alibis

The tales we tell

everybody lies

we have our own 1/2 truths lies and alibis

distant lies and no compromise

1/2 truths lies and alibis

Damn the Gods

As soon as I think there's nothing left,

all I can, and done

promises and out of my way

You always find another crumb

My heart's empty; I don't have anymore

I have nothing left to pay

I'm not the romantic I was before

believing in destiny

But if this is mine

then damn the gods in charge over me

The darkest hour always comes in the night

The memories add to my face

the mirror can't hid my fate

Feel the sins I bleed

The demons I fight

I'm not the romantic I was before

Believing in destiny

But if this is mine

then damn the gods in charge over me