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MorbidBitchSIK666 / Blog

Michigan Girl Forever and Always

I was raised in Michigan, where you can use your hand as a map. Where Ted Nugent, Madonna, ICP, Motown,, Tim Allen, Eminim, and Kid Rock are from. We visit Lake Superior,detriot,bay city, all in one day ! We love Faygo, Better Made chips,Vernors, Red Wings, Pistons,Lions, and; Tigers. we swim in lakes, hunt ,fish- and camp.And we call soda, POP! I miss the green-green grass. most of all I left my heart dead in a grave with my son. i think maybe its time to move on. my love for michigan is seeming less and less of importancey when I see ur face. but when where have these's days I miss my good old days, *sign* forever a michigan girl at heart. .

Alone, exiled different and disdained..... Dec 26 2009

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl. it feeds on lonliness and creates a void in the heart. Grey and black shadows hount and torment soon to be tortured. A teenager is stricken with anger and pain. wishing and waiting to be destroyed, there is no sound of laughter or happieness here. The little one has thrown in the towel. Somber, melancholy, moods decay the soul. its futare to hope and dream is lost. Empteness builds a home in this world, in this girl, where hollows have bred. a deeping sea of nowhereness comsumes and eats away at every connecting thread. Confusion feeds like a savage inside me, leaving nothing considered worthy remains. Destined to walk throught life less ordinary. Alone, exiled different and disdained..... .

Why I am "Angel OF Darkness" September 6 2011

I the still figure in the broken shadows stands, alone and cold, with my empty future in my hands; my nervous eyes brim with glitter tears, the sign, they say, of lost childhood years. I not wish to find them now; that quiet urban Angel of Darkness. My home in the corner, damp and dark. My dreams are still left at the park on the perfect swing set. when flying off to find new away from everything Ive known, Desires which I alone can fill; that fragile urban Angel Of Darkness. I wanted new But, PLEASE MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY!!! I want to be brave but the throught and images has never gone away!!!! Their lurching figures and stalking eyes, towards me are fixed with no exspression, that manners bring to vile and hatful men! For they yearn and only when, I pleases them will they burst in to flames; that broken urban Angel Of Darkness SCREAMs and PLEADs. Forced to succumb to them by force, not yet through the pains of drugs to deal, lost and confused I see no light. especially through the haunting night, where darkness hides the worst of foes; that damaged urban Angel Of Darkness. The violence there hard to escape, a thirteen year old attacked in a month of rape. My loss unnoticed,I am a empty soul. I go from home to home where people seem so Happy but all I wonder "why cant that be me"" I seek the freedom for me the Angel Of Darkness.