I gave you shelter from the rain
Along with your family that you’ve led astray
Your hustle’s a scam; give up the charade
I’m done with your games; go find your own way
Nobody struggles to remember
All of the fucked up things they did
Thoughts wash, rinse, and repeat in
Cycles ‘round their head
You brought this upon yourself
You’re seeking heaven but keep finding hell
I’m surprised at how big your head can swell
I’m sick of your ego, just back up and bail
Do I make myself clear?
Wish you would just disappear
I’m not telling you how to live your life
But I don’t have to make you part of mine
Stupid, lazy, overzealous pride
You think you’ve found a place to just chill and get high
You’ve sadly mistaken this for a free ride
Get out of my face; I’m done with that life
Your needs are too many, where my needs are few
If I knew then what I know now, we’d be through
I won’t fall in to your web of deceit
You can’t see the light of day; you’re in so deep
I have no regrets; life has too little time
I think I’ll keep this smile – it suits me just fine
You sycophant, I’m just so sick of you
If I knew then what I know now, we’d be through
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From the darkness I emerge into a crowd
A sea of bodies parts for me, screaming out loud
I approach an empty stage – or at least it seems to be
But a lone figure appears in front, looking down at me
A warning comes with the Buffalo Man;
A nightmare, so to speak
So beware of what he offers you
He’ll strike you where you’re weak
A buffalo’s head rests on the neck of a man 7 feet tall
“Get up here and look around,”– he paused – as if that’s not all
“They’re here for you, now get to work, don’t you think it’s time to rest...”
“...I have so much more to show you, son, enjoy it while it lasts!”
He gave me all my hopes and dreams, with hesitation as he spoke
“You have to open your eyes sometime,” he said, and that’s when I awoke!
Having heard about the buffalo man from legendary past
I knew better than to fall for his tricks, then wind up down on my ass
So I fought the urge to turn around just to pacify him
Instead I closed my eyes to the crowd that had suddenly grown dim
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I'm trying to navigate this labyrinth of life
With not even a star light's guide
Swine in suits define the truth
Align with their views or find yourself labeled pariah
I refuse to persecute in this reconstituted union
I am a pariah
I am a lie; All that's me is fantasy
Driven by addiction and anxiety
Dying to be the best me I can be
But I look into society and all I see is (pain)
Pigs leading sheep in an endless parade
And if you deviate they take your voice away
Ideals thicker than blood and love are the rage
Teaching, feeding, breeding hate
How do I ascend, when the ladder to heaven does not exist?
How do I ascend, when I am just a pig like them?
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I feel it choking me; it’s making me stop mid-breath
My body is pushing against itself
Now I want to escape my constricting skin
No relief in sight, just desire to give in
I can barely see me now
This shadow swallows me whole
I cannot breathe in or out
I need relief but there is only misery
With nothing to show
I cannot make it mine, it isn’t even me
I’ll just do what I have to, In hopes of fitting in
This is the way it is, I cannot let you down
Your disappointment kills me, so I give in
I can start over every day and still end up the same way
Everywhere you look there are eyes
Snap out of it and look alive
They'll have to ask why, you'll have to lie
You can’t expect them to be
Bothered with your logic your emotion your dreams
There’s got to be more to life than working for a living
When there’s too much month at the end of the money
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Giddy up motherfuckers y'all know who this be
We beer fueled, here to, drink your whiskey
That's fire-water, better watch your daughter round me
For she end up in the bed of my f-150
Riding me like a pony, like Gin-u-wine
Middle fingers up to the fucking swine
I ain't Johnny cash I don't walk the line
I practice DUI just to pass the time
I like my women loose, I like my loosies rolled tight
With a knife tucked if you fucks wanna fight
If you value your life you won't fuck with us
Cuz we get buck wild and we're out for blood
We're here to paint this town red
With 10 gallon hats on 5 gallon heads
Trucks with 44's, fuck your Lexus
Cuz everything’s, everything’s bigger in Texas We're here to paint this town red
Get your woman's boots under our beds
Big tit's, big asses like hour glasses
Cuz everything’s everything bigger in Texas
Gotta band of roving outlaws rolling with me
We deadly, lynching enemies with guitar strings
Then we cut em down and bury em six feet deep
Let time turn em into Texas Tea
I'll knock out your teeth with my belt buckle
Beat you in the street with it wrapped around my knuckles
I'll tussle any muscle trying to hustle me
You wanna beef mother fucker I’ll be your Huckleberry
Getty up motherfuckers lets party tonight
Raise hell, raise hell, make this place this ignite
Everything’s, everything’s bigger in Texas
Everything’s, everything’s better in Texas
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I have forgiven a lot, you have shown no change
Now I’ve forgiven enough, your apathy is the same
You have gone too far this time for me to allow
Room for your excuses, nothing can save you now
Pour the gas, light the match, there is
No crossing, no turning back
Don't plead your case, don’t try to stay
This bridge is burned, just walk away
Too soon to forget, too late for remorse
No patience to forgive you, without recourse
This parting is sweet, but in no way sorrow
The time has come to leave you cold and hollow
I know people like you are a dime a dozen
I am better off without “fair weather” friends
I know better than to count on you
You can pretend that nothing happened
There's no path for us that leads to the same end
You've provided the fuel, and you lit the flame
No apology of yours can wash it away
Reply
We blindly reach for independence
But as dependents we defend our right to deny it
Everywhere we go we show we know nothing
About how to treat one another
Our colors divide what once was united
Our state of mind split over who we're all fighting
Hypocrisy writes our moral code of ethics
Red, white, and blue won't define our genetics
Fair's fair, unless you have it better
What's good for the goose ain't enough for the gander
Brainwashing placebo
Forget it, just an excuse to abuse
Ignorance is bliss but
What the fuck is your excuse
Effectively persuasive purveyors of hate
Casting their images of victim mentality
Starting riots, inciting violence, only proving
Our nation is bred for hostility
This hate isn't natural, it's taught, it's learned
Then the cycle starts again
Over and over and over we start wars
Our forefathers never wanted
Like stones we throw our hate and fear
Get it together, America, or why the fuck live here
Take your pill
Reply
Take up your cause, I'll stick with mine
Until again our paths intertwine
I'm done with your childish (bullshit) drama this is life
What did you expect?
You whine and moan
You gripe and bitch and you put
All the blame on me
Look in the mirror you little
Fool only a coward will you see
Real life has its ups and
Real life has its downs I know
This is hard to hear
I hate to see others
Repeat my mistakes but now
They're yours to bare
Goodbye
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I dreamed a window, 'thought what is this?'
I saw a man, his life was less than bliss
Poor and drunk and all alone again
Sure looks like he could use a win
He's got a dead-end job, debts are piling up
Doesn't look like he could give a fuck
Takes another shot just to ease his pain
Then he tried to stand up, just to fall again
He has no car, says his feet can lead him
So he walks to work, cold and defeated
He seems to believe that getting laid
Is so much better than what he's getting paid
His priorities? The man doesn't give a damn
Thinking someone should lend him a hand
But then I took a step back, only to see
The window is a mirror and the man is me
The pain he felt; only temporary
The cards he'd been dealt, were a familiarity
This window pane; in actuality
A mirror reflecting my insecurity
Well then I woke up and looked in the mirror
Looking back at me was nothing to fear
It's a few years later on down the road
The path I lead now is something to boast
A better job, a car, and a beautiful wife
Music is the icing on the cake of my life and love
In fact, I've found a way
This is the man that is here to stay
Reply
Day by day we're losing waves again
This time it's on the ground
This time it's in our home
And rise against the greater good is lost
Becoming something more to save us from ourselves
Breaking our bones stealing our souls for nothing but our sickened pleasure
Breaking our bones taking its toll for nothing more than wicked wisdom
If we the people don't back down then nothing can take us back
Can we the people rise again from the farewell
Separate the ideals we hate
Define the lines again and show where we stand
Hold your ground and prepare the crowd
For our final stand to save us from ourselves
See in between
Lines divide
Resist the rift
Find peace inside
Dawn will come
Night dies
Resist the rift
Rise to fight
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Without Sacrifice / Blog
Sociopathetic (Trash)
I gave you shelter from the rain Along with your family that you’ve led astray Your hustle’s a scam; give up the charade I’m done with your games; go find your own way
Nobody struggles to remember All of the fucked up things they did Thoughts wash, rinse, and repeat in Cycles ‘round their head
You brought this upon yourself You’re seeking heaven but keep finding hell I’m surprised at how big your head can swell I’m sick of your ego, just back up and bail
Do I make myself clear? Wish you would just disappear
I’m not telling you how to live your life But I don’t have to make you part of mine
Stupid, lazy, overzealous pride You think you’ve found a place to just chill and get high You’ve sadly mistaken this for a free ride Get out of my face; I’m done with that life
Your needs are too many, where my needs are few If I knew then what I know now, we’d be through I won’t fall in to your web of deceit You can’t see the light of day; you’re in so deep I have no regrets; life has too little time I think I’ll keep this smile – it suits me just fine You sycophant, I’m just so sick of you If I knew then what I know now, we’d be through
Reply
Dreamcatcher
From the darkness I emerge into a crowd A sea of bodies parts for me, screaming out loud I approach an empty stage – or at least it seems to be But a lone figure appears in front, looking down at me
A warning comes with the Buffalo Man; A nightmare, so to speak So beware of what he offers you He’ll strike you where you’re weak
A buffalo’s head rests on the neck of a man 7 feet tall “Get up here and look around,”– he paused – as if that’s not all “They’re here for you, now get to work, don’t you think it’s time to rest...” “...I have so much more to show you, son, enjoy it while it lasts!”
He gave me all my hopes and dreams, with hesitation as he spoke “You have to open your eyes sometime,” he said, and that’s when I awoke!
Having heard about the buffalo man from legendary past I knew better than to fall for his tricks, then wind up down on my ass So I fought the urge to turn around just to pacify him Instead I closed my eyes to the crowd that had suddenly grown dim
Reply
The Ascent
I'm trying to navigate this labyrinth of life With not even a star light's guide
Swine in suits define the truth Align with their views or find yourself labeled pariah I refuse to persecute in this reconstituted union I am a pariah
I am a lie; All that's me is fantasy Driven by addiction and anxiety Dying to be the best me I can be But I look into society and all I see is (pain)
Pigs leading sheep in an endless parade And if you deviate they take your voice away Ideals thicker than blood and love are the rage Teaching, feeding, breeding hate
How do I ascend, when the ladder to heaven does not exist? How do I ascend, when I am just a pig like them?
Reply
Existential Angst
I feel it choking me; it’s making me stop mid-breath My body is pushing against itself Now I want to escape my constricting skin No relief in sight, just desire to give in
I can barely see me now This shadow swallows me whole I cannot breathe in or out I need relief but there is only misery With nothing to show
I cannot make it mine, it isn’t even me I’ll just do what I have to, In hopes of fitting in This is the way it is, I cannot let you down Your disappointment kills me, so I give in
I can start over every day and still end up the same way Everywhere you look there are eyes Snap out of it and look alive They'll have to ask why, you'll have to lie
You can’t expect them to be Bothered with your logic your emotion your dreams There’s got to be more to life than working for a living When there’s too much month at the end of the money
Reply
#BecauseTexas
Giddy up motherfuckers y'all know who this be We beer fueled, here to, drink your whiskey That's fire-water, better watch your daughter round me For she end up in the bed of my f-150 Riding me like a pony, like Gin-u-wine Middle fingers up to the fucking swine I ain't Johnny cash I don't walk the line I practice DUI just to pass the time I like my women loose, I like my loosies rolled tight With a knife tucked if you fucks wanna fight If you value your life you won't fuck with us Cuz we get buck wild and we're out for blood
We're here to paint this town red With 10 gallon hats on 5 gallon heads Trucks with 44's, fuck your Lexus Cuz everything’s, everything’s bigger in Texas We're here to paint this town red Get your woman's boots under our beds Big tit's, big asses like hour glasses Cuz everything’s everything bigger in Texas
Gotta band of roving outlaws rolling with me We deadly, lynching enemies with guitar strings Then we cut em down and bury em six feet deep Let time turn em into Texas Tea I'll knock out your teeth with my belt buckle Beat you in the street with it wrapped around my knuckles I'll tussle any muscle trying to hustle me You wanna beef mother fucker I’ll be your Huckleberry
Getty up motherfuckers lets party tonight Raise hell, raise hell, make this place this ignite Everything’s, everything’s bigger in Texas Everything’s, everything’s better in Texas
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Burning Bridges
I have forgiven a lot, you have shown no change Now I’ve forgiven enough, your apathy is the same You have gone too far this time for me to allow Room for your excuses, nothing can save you now
Pour the gas, light the match, there is No crossing, no turning back Don't plead your case, don’t try to stay This bridge is burned, just walk away
Too soon to forget, too late for remorse No patience to forgive you, without recourse This parting is sweet, but in no way sorrow The time has come to leave you cold and hollow
I know people like you are a dime a dozen I am better off without “fair weather” friends I know better than to count on you
You can pretend that nothing happened There's no path for us that leads to the same end You've provided the fuel, and you lit the flame No apology of yours can wash it away
Reply
Placebo
We blindly reach for independence But as dependents we defend our right to deny it Everywhere we go we show we know nothing About how to treat one another Our colors divide what once was united Our state of mind split over who we're all fighting Hypocrisy writes our moral code of ethics Red, white, and blue won't define our genetics
Fair's fair, unless you have it better What's good for the goose ain't enough for the gander
Brainwashing placebo Forget it, just an excuse to abuse Ignorance is bliss but What the fuck is your excuse
Effectively persuasive purveyors of hate Casting their images of victim mentality Starting riots, inciting violence, only proving Our nation is bred for hostility This hate isn't natural, it's taught, it's learned Then the cycle starts again Over and over and over we start wars Our forefathers never wanted
Like stones we throw our hate and fear Get it together, America, or why the fuck live here
Take your pill
Reply
Diatribe
Take up your cause, I'll stick with mine Until again our paths intertwine I'm done with your childish (bullshit) drama this is life What did you expect?
You whine and moan You gripe and bitch and you put All the blame on me Look in the mirror you little Fool only a coward will you see
Real life has its ups and Real life has its downs I know This is hard to hear I hate to see others Repeat my mistakes but now They're yours to bare
Goodbye
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Window Pain Reflection
I dreamed a window, 'thought what is this?' I saw a man, his life was less than bliss Poor and drunk and all alone again Sure looks like he could use a win He's got a dead-end job, debts are piling up Doesn't look like he could give a fuck Takes another shot just to ease his pain Then he tried to stand up, just to fall again
He has no car, says his feet can lead him So he walks to work, cold and defeated He seems to believe that getting laid Is so much better than what he's getting paid His priorities? The man doesn't give a damn Thinking someone should lend him a hand But then I took a step back, only to see The window is a mirror and the man is me
The pain he felt; only temporary The cards he'd been dealt, were a familiarity This window pane; in actuality A mirror reflecting my insecurity
Well then I woke up and looked in the mirror Looking back at me was nothing to fear It's a few years later on down the road The path I lead now is something to boast A better job, a car, and a beautiful wife Music is the icing on the cake of my life and love In fact, I've found a way This is the man that is here to stay
Reply
We The People
Day by day we're losing waves again This time it's on the ground This time it's in our home And rise against the greater good is lost Becoming something more to save us from ourselves Breaking our bones stealing our souls for nothing but our sickened pleasure Breaking our bones taking its toll for nothing more than wicked wisdom If we the people don't back down then nothing can take us back Can we the people rise again from the farewell Separate the ideals we hate Define the lines again and show where we stand Hold your ground and prepare the crowd For our final stand to save us from ourselves See in between Lines divide Resist the rift Find peace inside Dawn will come Night dies Resist the rift Rise to fight
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