Hello Everyone. My Name is Nakia Wade, I go by Nakia Chanel. This has began to be a wonderful walk for me. I THANK God, All my Fans, Friends and Loved ones.
This music experience has been a dream come true. I am still un-signed and waiting for the right place to go. I feel like I owe a lot to all of you who have helped me make it to #2.
All my life I PRAYED that I would be someone! No one understands the pain I have endured. Nobody knows how many times I cried wishing someone would see the good in me. I don't want attention I just want to be heard. I been living with a condition that has been hard to control. I just want to feel loved. I prayed to be beautiful. I prayed to be popular, I prayed to be a good mom... Nobody understands because they see a pretty face they think life is grand. I suffer with Manic Bi-Polar depression, I have also have hole in my heart, and I suffer from multiple health problems. I have an extreme case of depression... At times I feel so lost so lonely. I been abused, molested, raped, sucidal, laughed at, talked about, broken, hated, decived, homeless, single mom, I been through things. I began to write about how I felt to express my pain. I decided to become a rapper because then I felt I could get people to hear my story. I just started to feel like a person 5 months ago. I am starting to feel the love but I still feel lonely at times cause its hard to trust people when your so broken. I thank God for giving me hope again... I am somebody now. Living the life of a star I am so thankful for all my fans that have my back. I am thankful for ALL the kind words because I did feel like giving up. I wanted to be dead because the depression got so bad I wanted to kill myself. Insted I chose to kill my past with the rhymes that I write. I am serious about my music because I can express my pain now. I just want to say thank you to EVERYONE who continues to show me love and and I LOVE YOU ALL!