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Sanjo Jendayi / Blog

The Wall

The Wall I built a wall out of life’s disappointments, failures and fears Brick by brick 2 protect my fragile heart imprisoning myself saving myself so I thought keeping everyone else out! Sure, I’ll pull a few bricks out 2 say hello And a few more if I like your flow But don’t get 2 close Or think u are gaining a friend Cuz my heart can’t stand 2 let anyone else in I can’t stand another lie another tear another cry another fear another loving me so good only 2 walk away NO MY heart CAN’T TAKE IT, MY heart CAN’T TAKE IT! So I fake it and let the chips fall where they may Letting my wall down just enough 2 make U feel safe But if anything reminds me of a brick I’ve laid I’m running back 2 my hiding place Selfishly keeping myself from living life Unknowingly hurting U and giving U bricks 2 erect your wall and repeat the cycle what has 2 happen? When will this end? I have 2 tell myself truths and dig deep within Then I can begin 2 remove Brick by brick Tearing down my wall Allowing my heart 2 breathe 2 be free 2 feel again 2 be vulnerable but ready 4 all life has 2 offer ready 2 give ready 2 receive ready 2 live ready 2 believe in love, life and living it 2 the fullest I’m ready 2 rebuild Ready 2 heal Ready 2 see, taste and feel Exactly what God has 4 me So the wall MUST come down… I’m ready 2 be free and complete! ©Deserie Johnson