I am a real A$$ CHICK AND I AINT STUCK UP UNLESS I DONT LIKE YOU, then you get no eye contact but RESPECT all the same...I stopped back biting in my teens because i learned early that KARMA that comes from that could very well be death so i digress from being a slime ball or underhanded committing any malice based offenses...I DO WHAT GOD LOVE i treat people with the utmost HUMAN DECENCY, SOME may take my assertiveness for being RUDE but i wear my feelings on my sleeve so there no guessing about how I feel ABOUT ANYTHING.. so don’t think for a second that there is anything ulterior about Phaye..#SHEDONTDOTHATLYINGTHANG
My 35th Birthday will be one that I always remember; I actually did everything that I wanted to do. I relaxed and got pampered by my Fiancee. I woke up that morning to a wonderful breakfast in bed. He served me, grits and eggs with beef sausage, my favorite breakfast meal. After breakfast we went back to bed and lounged while watching sports center. We cuddled and talked sports until we fell asleep. When I woke up from my nap, we went and picked up the kids from school. They were happy to see me with the birthday cards they had made for me at school. Later that night I picked up my mother to baby sit the kids while my love and I went out to dinner. We decided to go to my favorite restaurant, TGIF. I had steak and potatoes for my entree and he had the jack Daniels sampler for his entree. Of course I ordered a mango and guava margarita, which really put me over the top for enjoyment. After dinner my fiancee surprised me and took me dancing at the America legion night club. We danced until we couldn't dance anymore and just after midnight we headed home. With the day being just what I wanted we created memories that will last a lifetime.
WHEN I LOOK AT MY SON
WHEN I LOOK AT MY SON I THANK GOD HE IS HERE AND I AM HONORED TO CALL HIM JAHNEAR I DID NOT KNOW I COULD DUPLICATE THE LOVE I HAVE FOR JAHNIA BUT SOME HOW IT’S AMPLIFIED FOR BOTH OF THEM EVEN HIGHER IT’S SOMETIMES SO OVER WHELMING I LOOK AT THEM AND CRY AND DON’T HAVE TO QUESTION THE LOVE OR ASK WHY IT’S SO PERFECT AND PURE MAKING ME MORE WILLING TO ENDURE ALL THE TRIALS THAT WE ARE GOING TO SEE IN RAISING THEM AND TEACHING THEM TO HONOR ME JAHNEAR IS MY HANDSOME LITTLE MAN LOOKING SO MUCH LIKE HIS FATHE R STRONG DNA STRAND JAHNIA IS MY LITTLE LADY BEAUTIFUL GIRL AND I PRAY SHE CONQUERS THIS MEAN WORLD AND BLOSSOM TO BE A SUCCSESSFUL WOMAN SO THAT HER BROTHER TOO CAN BE A SUCCESSFUL MAN I PRAY TO THEM BOTH ALL THAT IS MEANT WHAT EVER GOD HAS IN STORE I WILL BE CONTENT MY SEEDS MY OFFSPRING THE LOVES OF MY LIFE GOD PLEASE HELP ME GUIDE THEM THROUGH STRIFE HELP ME TO BE A GREAT MOTHER AND A POSITIVE FIGURE. BY: PHAYE HENDERSON
I spit flows like knarley dude mother wife and a lady but don't make me get rude Mama ain't raise no fool ill have to plead the blood to keep you in your place because your going to loose the race so go Ahead and save face No need to fall from Grace Keep your head since i an keeping mine and everything will be fine now and down the line you will respect Gods mercy for how he bought you through cause truly trying to test me is the last thing you want to do
I can't wait for that day to come I can't wait te be safe from harm I can't wait till i am free i can't wait until my flesh ain't controlling me. Can't wait to see the day When God steps in And cleanse my soul from within So until then I'm gone do my part To keep him first let him come into my heart With his word ill learn to make due Cause lord i ain't living if i ain't being led by you You're my peace my love and all And i can't fight no longer Cause i hear your call.
Help me get right in the midst of all this wrong lord I need you now cause i can't do it alone
What you really know about the struggle what you really know about making it bubble Out here in this world you better forget that and seek god on the double Because when you were falling in you know you're in trouble He the only refuge you can get quick When your lifes been hit By a wake up missile when god shoot his pistol And calls on your life he the only way to get thru the strife I gotta speak life Its my future to be a wife of the church, marry my spirituality Just to make it through the brutality Of my flesh as i stall and fall Because i ain't worthy God be giving of more than i be deserving So i gotta give my lessons to you Spread the word and watch God do what he do. GOE