Emily Silvestar (MuchLoveFromLondon) / Blog

Goodbye 2012



i deleted a question by accident. the person said that 'i dare to dream' is there fav song and wanted to know what my fav song is and why. A: Hi. Thank you for your question. I love all of my songs (especially 'I Dare To Dream') but Me vs Me is my favorite on this page. The reason is because I was able to write the song from both sides. Good vs Bad. 'I Dare To Dream' is a wish that I hope comes true one day. Me vs Me is the reality. What life is and can be like. For me anyway. I hope that answered ur question. M.L.F.L

until the end of time

Perhaps I was addicted to the dark side Somewhere inside my childhood I missed my heart die And even though we both came from the same places The money and the fame made us all change places How could it be through the misery that came to pass The hard times make a true friend afraid to ask, for currency But you could run to me when you need me, I'll never leave I just needed someone to believe in, as you can see It's a small thing through and true What could I do? Real homies help ya get through, And coming new, he'd do the same thing if he could Cause in the hood true homies make you feel good And half the time we be acting up call the cops Bringing the cease to the peace that was on my block It never stop, when my mama ask me will I change I tell her yeah, but it's clear I'll always be the same Until the end of time

[Chorus: RL] So take, these broken wings I need your hands to come and heal me once again (Until the end of time) So I can fly away, until the end of time Until the end of time Until the end of time

[2Pac] Please Lord forgive me for my life of sin My hard stare seem to scare all my sister's kids So you know I don't hang around the house much This all night money making got me outta touch, shit Ain't flashed a smile in a long while An unexpected birth worst of the ghetto child My attitude got me walking solo Ride out alone in my low-low Watching the whole world move in slow-mo For quiet times disappear listen to the ocean Smoking Ports think my thoughts Then it's back to coasting Who can I trust in this cold world My phony homey had a baby by my own girl But I ain't trippin I'm a player I ain't sweating him I sexed his sister, had her mo' good like a Mexican His next of kin, No remorse it was meant to happen Besides rapping the only thing I did good was scrapping Until the end of time

[Chorus x2]

[2Pac] Now who's to say if I was right or wrong? To live my life as an outlaw all along Remain strong in this planet full of player haters They conversate but Death Row full of demonstrators And in the end drinking Hennessey made all my enemies envy me So cold when I flow eliminating easily Fall to their knees, they plead for their right to breath While beggin me to keep the peace (ha ha) Well I can see close into achieve In times of danger don't freeze time to be a g Follow my lead I supply everything you need An ounce of game and the training to make a g Remember me, as an outcast outlaw Another album out that's what I'm about, more Gettin raw till the day I see my casket Buried as a g while the whole world remembers me Until the end of time


If an angel comes down And takes me away The memories of me And my songs Will always stay Till they can find (Until The End of Time) Until the end of time Till the end of time

its about what he said and what he stood for!!!

Come on come on I see no changes. Wake up in the morning and I ask myself, "Is life worth living? Should I blast myself?" I'm tired of bein' poor and even worse I'm black. My stomach hurts, so I'm lookin' for a purse to snatch. Cops give a damn about a negro? Pull the trigger, kill a nigga, he's a hero. Give the crack to the kids who the hell cares? One less hungry mouth on the welfare. First ship 'em dope & let 'em deal to brothers. Give 'em guns, step back, and watch 'em kill each other. "It's time to fight back", that's what Huey said. 2 shots in the dark now Huey's dead. I got love for my brother, but we can never go nowhere unless we share with each other. We gotta start makin' changes. Learn to see me as a brother 'stead of 2 distant strangers. And that's how it's supposed to be. How can the Devil take a brother if he's close to me? I'd love to go back to when we played as kids but things changed, and that's the way it is

[Bridge w/ changing ad libs] Come on come on That's just the way it is Things'll never be the same That's just the way it is aww yeah [Repeat]

I see no changes. All I see is racist faces. Misplaced hate makes disgrace to races we under. I wonder what it takes to make this one better place... let's erase the wasted. Take the evil out the people, they'll be acting right. 'Cause both black and white are smokin' crack tonight. And only time we chill is when we kill each other. It takes skill to be real, time to heal each other. And although it seems heaven sent, we ain't ready to see a black President, uhh. It ain't a secret don't conceal the fact... the penitentiary's packed, and it's filled with blacks. But some things will never change. Try to show another way, but they stayin' in the dope game. Now tell me what's a mother to do? Bein' real don't appeal to the brother in you. You gotta operate the easy way. "I made a G today" But you made it in a sleazy way. Sellin' crack to the kids. "I gotta get paid," Well hey, well that's the way it is.


[Talking:] We gotta make a change... It's time for us as a people to start makin' some changes. Let's change the way we eat, let's change the way we live and let's change the way we treat each other. You see the old way wasn't working so it's on us to do what we gotta do, to survive.

And still I see no changes. Can't a brother get a little peace? There's war on the streets & the war in the Middle East. Instead of war on poverty, they got a war on drugs so the police can bother me. And I ain't never did a crime I ain't have to do. But now I'm back with the facts givin' 'em back to you. Don't let 'em jack you up, back you up, crack you up and pimp smack you up. You gotta learn to hold ya own. They get jealous when they see ya with ya mobile phone. But tell the cops they can't touch this. I don't trust this, when they try to rush I bust this. That's the sound of my tune. You say it ain't cool, but mama didn't raise no fool. And as long as I stay black, I gotta stay strapped & I never get to lay back. 'Cause I always got to worry 'bout the pay backs. Some buck that I roughed up way back... comin' back after all these years. Rat-a-tat-tat-tat-tat. That's the way it is. uhh

[Bridge 'til fade:] Some things will never change

thank u reverbnation!!!

thank u for ur kind words and support!!! i do appreciate it. much love to u all!!!!!

My songs have moved around

The first 3 songs are me singing and a little bit of soft rap. The last 3 are hip hop :) M.L.F.L (much love from London)


What would i do if i couldn't do music?

Moshine The Don
Moshine The Don  (over 5 years ago)

Im not sure,I feel the same way

BillyCisco  (over 5 years ago)

I would cease to exist! As a human with a soul and a heart I would wither and die without the expression of music. Music says all that I can not explain in mere words alone.


Its a new year and im feeling so positive. Time to make these dreams come true! M.L


Tis the season to b jolly. Joy to the world. I wish it could b xmas everyday. So here it is merry christmas everybodies having fun. It's the first of the month (lololol) Give thanks, eat, drink and b merry. Remember to keep giving back!!!! Happy holidays. #Idaretodream.


Thank u for all ur love and support. You have let me know that it is okay to 'think different'. Words can not express how much i appreciate each one of u!!! Keep dreaming and keep moving towards making ur dreams come true! M.L