so after many years of being a rockstar, i want to become a musician. I been a beginning accordion player for many years but now im getting more motivated. thus far all of my experience has taught me i have no rythum, no pitch control, and no singing voice, and i should not try to play music. I have a lot of fun trying to learn and play and ruin the songs i love. i mostly pick them because they have some catchy melody that sticks in my head (even if i cant play it), or because of some raunchy lyrics that i relate to. I am on a quest to create an album of original songs but so far i dont have much creativity to draw on to create them. i have cowritten lots of songs with bands, but i struggle to come up with any self expression to sing about and i am scared, yes i am a chicken! if i come up with anything, i feel its no good, or too personal, or too awful to share. thank you to all the wonderful, talented, geniuses that made the songs that stick in my heart and run incessantly over and over in my head until i mutilate them and punch them out on my rickety old sqeeze box and howl.