How am I supposed to feel? It all seems so surreal. It's everything I can do.It splits my life in two. Where am I supposed to go? I've never been so High and Low. So much to do, and little time. There's nothing I can do! It rips my life in two. The good can cancel out the bad, memories are all I have. I can't try to make you well. There's no controlling a living hell. I'll just concede to living here, between these highs and lows. You know you mean so much to me. Search yourself and I know you'll see. I wouldn't be who I am today, if you had no lead the way. Your strength is passed on to me. I never want you to leave. There's nothing I can do, it rips my life in two. I can't try to make you well!! There's no controlling a living hell. I'll just concede to living here, between these highs and lows. You know you mean so much to me. Search yourself and I know you'll see. I wouldn't be who I am today, if you had not lead the way!!! ANGRY SCREAMS, SOLO I can't try to make you well! There's no controlling a living hell. I'll just concede to living here, between these highs and lows. You know you mean so much to me. Search yourself and I know you'll see. I wouldn't be who I am today, if you had not lead the way. I can feel your suffering, slowly eating away at me. I'll just concede to living here, between these highs and lows....How am I supposed to feel???