Elisabeth

I guess I’m in denial
Isn't that the first stage?
I’m searching for a reason
But nothing comes to mind
I’m really looking forward to depression
Because that means that I am one step closer
To accepting
That constant reminder of change
That something is different
Than it was just a moment ago
I think I’ll skip the anger
And maybe strike a deal
One simple piece of paper
And some blood to form a seal
If I could have seen the future
If I could have seen the past
But I cannot see the future…
And I would not see the past
I’m accepting
That constant reminder of change
that something is different
than it was just a moment ago
This changes everything.
Alright fine.
So, this is the way it is going to be?
I am supposed to live with this?
Wake up? Shut up? Make up?
And face the day
I’ve been here before – you think I would have learned
Repeating history it is my specialty
That constant reminder of change
that something is different
than it was just a moment ago
This changes everything.