Unconscious to believe that I can do it on my own
Carrying the guilt that lies deep beneath my soul
I need to realize where I have brought myself today
For otherwise I see that all my dreams have washed away
I've been pushing to understand how one begins to live
Only to see the truth that I cannot forgive
Unable to wake up, shake off these mental images i see
Crawling to my death destroyed by my disease
Crawl in my disease
Crawl in my disease...and you'll see what lies inside me
And hope your immune to my disease
Brought back to reality, a bond that holds so strong
Like a snake, it holds my fate and barely allows me to escape
I twist and turn and look and learn upon this maze of stone
Hold my hands to God allowing me to be alone
Unable to wake up, shake off these mental images of me
Crawling to my death destroyed by my disease
Crawl in my disease
Crawl in my disease...and you'll see what lies inside me
And hope your immune to my disease