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Demi The Daredevil / Blog

Spasm Anthems

So no perversions, phobias, psychosis, eccentricities, should be too ugly to run away with and live out. Doing Surgery to get to the root of things and not keeping face behind medicine or rationalizing. We're not machines. And gotta breathe and feel for Christs sake. The herd will dissuade or reject this cry out. But Anxiety Rage Terror Panic Hostility, twisted demons (SLRFJKHQEROFGIHQ) is part of the self-preservation instinct and means we didnt just give ourselves up. These things or depression and pain arent just weakness to be hidden away repressed. Just need to harness the violence into something higher and not purely into self-destruction. And to even realize this, we gotta stay Aware and Present in the here and Now. With CBT and perhaps green therapy. But I think people are starting to feel a sense of urgency for a reason.

On Kind of Narcissism

In one way this is manifesting itself in being obsessed with admiration and attention. How we seem to them a headless monster and needing positive affirmations as if it were oxygen. Playing it cool, efficient, beautiful, always happy like we understand everything, as a perfectly engineered performer. Trying to laugh hysterically on a beach (promoted by advertisers). Style over substance. With a nearly abandoned Gollum inside that seems to fight others for the last coffee creamer. Anyways at the price of what? Our hearts desire, really tapping into individual capacities, having a protected Center, an INNER life. Or in fewer words being ourselves.

Halo

To the seekers, thinkers, questioning souls, trying to recover the long lost Happiness of childhood and preserve it. Amid the depersonalizing stress, hysteria, belligerent talking, laughing gas, nonreciprocal relationships, spiritual emptiness, and the culture's rottenness of a transitional collapse.... we try to wrestle for new Values. The meaning of Beauty. To feel as a Human feels. To admit the Symptoms. To understand what the hell is happening..... while being entertained by great music and dramatics.