In my recent turn of events i noticed that when music becomes a living, it starts to become a forceful activity and therefore less pleasing. Getting gigs and being noticed is often hard and hence desperation starts to kick in. And once u make that break through now people pay you for your creativity but at the cost of u having to compromise your ideas to match theirs. So now i started making music just for fun. Decided to get a stable job and make music when im free.