This song was supposed to be about a man seeing a life of Christianity, but really he is only afater a Christian woman instead of Jesus Christ in a church he goes to. And the only reason he goes to church is her. But in the rest of the song, he realozes he is not fulfilled in his life, and realizes he is really alone and he is living in the dark and needs filled in a place in his heart that the woman cannot fill. These Lyrics and story was done by Mike Perry. A former member of this song, but now he doesn't want anymore to do with it. So I have to find anther story and lyrics and Title to this song.