EmJay is pleased to announce that we will be featured on Iowa Public Radio recorded out of Iowa City after the beginning of next year. It's a real honor to be heard and recognized as a diverse voice representing my community. The band continues to grow and I am very greatful for everyone who supports the music both new and old fans alike!
I am also excited to announce that I personally will be auditioning for Berklee College of Music in Boston, Massachusettes the first week in December!
Okay, now that the initial butterflies from all this exciting news is gone, I have a lot of work to do. These are both serious steps both for my music career and my professional career. I'm both terrified and excited at the opportunities that await us in the next year... this is truly going to be a milestone for me!
Phew! Keep checking out the page because I want our BEST of the BEST to be up here to represent what we have currently going on as a band. I mean, NO SLACKING ALLOWED. As a matter of fact, I just signed a contract to myself stating that I am not to drink any alcohal until my audition is over, otherwise it's 100 crunches and 100 pushups in my hang over misery. That's to ensure that I am not wasting one minute prepping for these important events. (And have the positive consequence of a better body!)
So, what do you get as you, the listener? Look out for 2 new recordings and a new video by the beginning of December. It's going to take a lot of work, but hey, doesn't everything that's of good quality? Here we go!!
After a successful 8 month tour from the midwest out to the West Coast, we are back! I want to take the time to say thank you to all of the amazing people from my past and that I met on the road. It means a lot to me that you have supported our dream and encouraged me to keep following it. Living in your van for almost a year doesn't appeal to everybody, but for me, traveling to the coast to road trip and play my own music has been a dream of mine since I was 16.
We went from busking on the streets to opening for famous bands and hanging out with some of the best players of our time. I had to learn more about myself on this trip then ever before in my life, and I have no regrets at all. I suggest that every musician give it a go at least once.
I think that the only thing from keeping some of my peers from doing it is their own self- depleting mentality. It's completely possible, and it's completely fun. You won't regret it, it's an adventure every day!
Now to take a break- revamp my set.. write, synthesize new sounds... I'm also going to try my hand at "mastering" this social media thing. So many.. instagram, twitter, linkd in, soundcloud, Facebook, youtube.. I need some help!! Maybe I should start with my email list first. Or make a really stupid viral gimick video lip syncing to Carly Rae Jepson.
Cenral California has been a blast! I guess it just takes a leap of faith and a change of scene to get a fresh idea of what you want to do with your life. I'll be honest, I was losing a little hope back home. I was thinking "am I like those kids on American Idol that go for audions; are tone deaf, but REALLY believe they sound good and that Simon's got it wrong?" We've all been there.. playing to empty houses, people shouting at you to play covers instead of originals, dickholes who try to play your insrument in the middle of the song. So, I was actually SUPRISED when people responded here. It was like I could breathe a hugh *sigh*. Okay, I don't really suck as much as I thought.
The keys is persistence. When you get older, you realize that life ebbs and flows and has it's highs and lows- and that the world isn't really out to get you. Shit happens to everybody. So, when something bad happens, I just remember that some blessing will be just around the corner. If I have a streak of bad, I know that things are about to get really good. It may not be true 100% percent of the time, but that mentality is what keeps me going. It's what keeps me going into strange venues, walking right up to the owner and saying "I want a gig here. What do I do?"
So Danny and I are taking a break from San Luis Obispo for right now- and then we hit it hard.. We gigged almost every weekend there for the last 2 months, and now we are visiting his family in Grass Valley before heading to a Cali Regional Rainbow Gathering.
It is going to be nice to be away from the city amongst goofy hippie kids like me. The ones that society thinks are weird are the one's that I love the most. Then we will be back in SLO for about a week and a half of HEAVY DUTY music work. Between recording and performances, we are booked solid for about 9 days. We then have a break for about 4 before we open for...get this.. FLOBOTS at Slo Brew. This is one of the biggest opportunities I've ever had in my music career. Maybe I'm overexaggerating, but to know that a personal favorite band of mine listened to my work and selected ME to be their opener is enough to make any van-living, traveling-broke-ass musician feel like they are on top of the world.
Keep Rockin' and remember, "The only difference between a dream and reality is the hard work you put into it!" - EmJay
So, I'm reinventing myself... my old songs have been great to get me thus far, and have carried my ass in more shows that I could hope for up to this point! I love my original set, but it's time to put majority of them into retirement (sad story) I can only imagine what Journey or The Eagles feel like playing songs that they wrote 40 years ago when they go on tour!! The reason I am retiring these songs is not because I am sick of them, it is because I am in a new chapter of my life. The more I play those old songs, the more I realize how far I've come since the days of teenage angst and abusive relationships. Hell, I'm in California! Time to write about fun in the sun, chasing the dream, travelling...
So, I've made a challenge for myself and anybody that wishes to join me. The goal is to write 15 songs in 30 days! It sounds tough at first, but stop and think about it- us songwriters have more material just begging to be used in the scrap pages and napkins lying around our house (or van!) This isn't a competition, it's an excercize to push yourself as a songwriter to keep on that creative hustle!
It's easy to say "I let the songwriting process come naturally" and never give it a second thought to push yourself to WORK at it- just a little bit.
Join me! Let's share videos and music. It can be any type of creative material; guitar, electronic, poetry, percussion, a cappella vocals, whatever! Just turn those wheels! Good luck, check out song #1 in my video log. It's called "Shy Guy"
I've been spending some time reflecting on my collection of lyrics... I've been reading and analyzing them, and taking myself back to where and when I was when I wrote them. My collection of originals is my life abridged; and I still have the original sheets of paper that the songs were composed on from the time I was 12 years old and on. It's like viewing myself from a bird's- eye point of view at this point. I can literally witness the transitions I have went through from jr. high, to high school, to college, and beyond now in my travels. I can see how the compositions have developed melodically and grown in complexity as I was studying my ass off trying to stay afloat in music theory class. After all, the best way to learn is to apply the lessons to current situations.
I have had many people tell me(jokingly) that I write depressing music. Most of my lyrics are pretty intense and exposed. My subjects range from drug use to killing my ex husband to current events and religious politics. But that chapter in my life is now closed. I am viewing it with a sense of security, in that I can always visit it in my memories, but that a new muse is forming.
California is a promised land for me. It has been more than a destination, but an opportunity. I'm composing less on my self (dispair) and more on the freedom I now feel. I am writing about the stories of others; the contemplation of simple ranches existing at the bases of mountains, of travelling and seeing the wonders of the world.
I am pondering things more than fame- more than trying to prove myself worthy in other people's eyes by scoring a hit or landing a record deal so I can say "I told you so!" and more on what this is doing for my development as a person.
I have been humbled by meeting exceptionally talented artists who are faaar more seasoned than I am who are just trying to make it. Just like me... I have attended music therapy workshops intended to keep my head straight on what it is I need to do with my life, and begun looking into where I want to go for my BA-MT.
I will also be taking a different approach to my composition and expanding what I have been doing into music fit for indie films, and selling some of my material. (I know I can create catchy music!)
Funny how much can happen between 19 and 23.
Will be releasing the EP "Move The Moon" along side of the November 30th Show at 4Play, then heading South West for a NM, AZ, and CA tour.
Trying to hookup with other artists and venues from the other side of the country is proving harder than I thought it would, but I'd expect a little hassle... I've never done this before, and I have no idea what I'm doing.
Older people keep telling me to do all this when I am young, and give me Kudos for being so brave and outgoing. I don't see why living a dream should be hard for anybody. You only get one chance at this life, and if you never ask, the answer is always going to be no!
I'm expecting to learn a lot on this journey, but having fun is the most important thing. I don't want to get angry or pissed off if my business proposals don't work out. At that point, my music will have become a job and not a passion.. which I never want to happen. I don't need to prove to the world what I already know about myself, do I? Why, then, do I feel the necessity to do so? Who are all these people besides just... people? This will be an experience indeed.
I've said goodbye to the Quad Cities at the moment, and have hit the Lake of the Ozark area. Funny thing about summer tourist towns is that they slow down in the winter! I picked a funny time to come down here because half of the places I was told to look into are closed for seasonal. I've still had some free time to catch tarantellas, hike, play a festival, and explore some caves .Fortunately, there have been a few wineries, and Lenny Mink and the Lost and Founds, who have me sitting in on keyboards and synth for the time that I have been down here. It's been a privilege to play with such experienced musicians. I have been able to see what the music industry is like, especially on the business aspect of it all. There is much more to learn, and I'm glad I have a good start!