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EPOXY/SEALANT PAINT FUME DOWN TO 20%FUMELEVEL THATS GOOD, THANK YOU}do you want to tell them or do you want me to? IVE ONLY HAD STATE AND FEDERAL JOOOABS I PAID FOR MY OWN TAMPONS AND MY BILLS CUNT FUCKER NOT YOUB ECAUSE IM N DISABILITY DUMB FAUCK, NO T YOU IVE ONLY HAD MENTAL HEALTH POSITIONS AND THEY WERE STATE JOBS AND SO WAS CHP+, I PAY MY BILLS NOT THEM, STATE SLAVE AND YOU STOLE FROM ME AND I WORKED FOR YOU FOR YEARS WHAT THE FUCK DONT STEAL MY SHIT BITCH YOUR GOING TO BE CAUGHT DUBM FUCKIN WHORE FAUCK IVE ONLY HELPED PEOPLE YOUR A DUBM FUCKIN ROTTED OUT BITCH YOU DONT PAY MY BILLS BECAUSE I AM ON DISABILITY DISABILITY WAS DUE WHEN I WAS 5 YEARS OLD YOUR OVER DATE IF BY THAT..... IM LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS DUBMA SS BIIIIIIIIIIIITCH IVE ONLY HELPED PEOPLE AND YOU HARASSED AND STOLE FROM ME I ONLY HELPD SICK PEOPLE DUBM FUCKIN WHORE FUCKIN YEASTED UP BBBBBBBBBBBBBBITCH! HAD THE RAPE BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAABY AND BREAST FED HER AND TOOK CARE OF HER AND THE MUTHER FUCKIN CHURCH PEOPLE KIDNAPPED HER THE VERY FUCKIN DUBMA SS BITCH FUCKIN COCK SUCK MURDERERS STOLE A RAPE VICTIMS BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAABY:JW [why did you take the pills?: They told me I had labs and I would not get to see my chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllld never fuckin labbed me in 8 fuckin years still didnt get to see my child she was down right kidnapped, contempt of court since 2003 that family , laws are no contact , kidnapping charges, and because enforced meds with false threats of lab testing for med trace......attempted manslaughter with the intent of impersonating doctors, they are not my doctor were not my doctor ever, they kept harassing me for medical records the nosey old fuckin hag fuck wanted copies of my medical records constantly harassing me for my medical records they thought it was some fucked up game they get a serial killers copy or soem fuckin rotted out steamed up muthe rfuckin horse shit. IT does NOT HELP ME TO REWRITE ANY OF THIS OR TALK ABOUT ANY OF IT AND THEY DRUGGED ME ON TOP OF IT IT ONLY UPSETS ME TO READ IT AND WRITE OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN YOUR FUCKED UP WORLD YOUR FUCKED UP GAMES YOU PLAY ONLY UPSET PEOPLE EVEN WORSE WHAT YOU DO THEN YOU GO CRY GUN GUN GUN GUN GUN GUN SHE HAS A HEAD TAT BALD GUN GANG GUN GANG GUNG GANG GUN GANG SOEM DUBMA SS FUCKIIN ROTTTE DOUT FUCKIN CRACK WHORE COCK SUCKIN DUBMA SS BITCH MUTHE R FUCKIN SNOTTED UP ANAL OPENING CUNT HOLE FUCK YOU DUMB BITCH I AINT NO FUCKIN PROVIDER MILK FUCKIN FACTORY FOR 3 YEARS DUBM FUCKIN WHORE FUCKIN NASTY ASS FUCKIN SKANK BITCH ASSS SIPHALIS FUCKIN MUTHER FUCKER FOR SOME OLD FUCKIN HAG PLAYING MUTHER FUCKIN DDDDDDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAAAOLLLLLLIE DUMB FUCKINB ITCH. JESUS IS A GUN TOTING MARY MAG COCK FUCK WITCH SHAMAN, YOU DONE PECKED HIS EYES OUT THA CROW CANT SEE VERY WELL IF AT ALL PECKING CHRISTIANS SHOVING EM INTO A CORNER HOLE KICKING THE FUCK OUT OF EM,,,,'IM A FUCKIN JEW COCK FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK HES A BIG FUCKIN WITCH ASS LESBIAN BITCH YOU DONE STOLE HIS BABY AND HIS WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE!:'some:'HOW DO YOU SHIT THIS BIG ASS FUCKIN COTTON SWAB UP YOUR CROTCH: YOU DONT YOU TAKE IT OUT OR YOU SHIT THA FUCKINS TRAAAAAAAAAAANG UP!}JW{dontyouworry about it im recording a 8-10 song industrial metal album that will be playing world wide in most all metal sceeeenes people will hate with me the people who have hated onme, no one gets you.....youll understand when the shit puke hits tha fuckin shelf YOUR GOING TO UNDERSTAND ME VERY WELL}N11:ZOIETA:2015 "GGGGGGGGGGADTHAFILLLLLLLLLLLTH}satan is a girl is a female assembling puke shit piss cock fuck army:MILITARYSATAN SANTA[!]:WWWWWWWWWHAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA{SLAMMEDOOR

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CHRISTIANITY IS THE BIGGEST MURDER CULT IN THE WORLD ITS NOT A RELIGION DOES NOT EVEN QUAAALIFY AS A RELIGION ITS A FUCKED UP CULTThey stole from the last address and broke my things, I got real sick in that building as well, Ive not received my deposit so not only was in renters insurence claims because of thier building I nearly died in it, so no I dont have anything nice to say about it then they stole my navarati rice paper... it was nothing but fucked up shit no sleep and harassments I just finished the renters insurence claim and they stole did shit like fuck with my things, we dont know why other than they were christians and I am not, one of the biggest murder cults in the world and they stole a religious poster thinking I was cult or some shit some fuckins tupid shit, CHRISTIANITY IS THE CULT NOT THE RELIGIION, MINE S BEEIN AROUND 3-6,OOO YEARS, YOUR STUPID }when I tell you what plant jessica and peter stole from me you will puke.....Cindy gave me a tree when I had an abortion from a bike wreck in denver and the maggots kept it ...no they only paid me 100$ on a 2000$ piece just various things they did and said, so I left them pieces of shit her husband cornering women to fuck them who didnt want them to even touchem, like some dubm fuckin bitch ass cock fuck smelled bad woke up he was jacking off on my fuckin tits bitch stupidfuc kin whore vfk! I hate them literally haaaaaaaate them:re:pockets of abuse 'they were vile' JW}I dont want to create panic, but yes, could have been but I had not yet had the flu shot when I got rushed to the ER, no, I was stumbling around half dead mid paralysis my aunt came to get me herself, it sucked, but no not the flu shot, no}they resurfaced the sub today, Ive been huffing paint good part of the day should be better tomorrow, ....you know....just in case I dont wake up or something.....I had contacted joan a couple of times telling her Ill call in the morning, I feel like im going to die, if I dont call come by....yuck...no not the paint today the paint and im just up with cofe going what in te fuck....but I had called her a couple time s in the last month, telling her I was not sure if I were going to wake up....not the paint....not the roulette either, just not feelign well to night would be the epoxy, si....}the best advise I can give is that I am requesting antiparasitic meds just in case, sounds like parasite, the water was real bad where I have lived and my weight is not going up any, boil and distil your water and or purchase reverse osmosis water, I feel that I had something wrong from birth and predisposed to pesticides and bad water. Alamosa s water was federally contaminated when I got there few months afterwards, I track these odd health things by nature for various or whatever reasons I cannot enately describe at this time dont know why just know its bad and I am taking all preventitive measures to get rid of what ever I can involved in the creation of making me fall so ill back there, even if I had to pull all of my teeth, you just do what they tell you to do when it is making sense. Id say at this time denver has some fucked up quack doctors.....}I dont drink, I have handicaps/permantely disabled, I dont drink, Im tired of telling them, so are the drivers:THIS IS NOT A PUBLIC BUS FOR THE ELDERLY, YOU HAVE TO BE HANDICAP REGISTERED AND ITS STILL NOT FREE, JENNIFER IS A PATIENT/CLIENT OF OURS FOR 3 YEARS NOW GET OUT OF HER FACE, GET OUT OF HER FACE OR WE ARE CALLING THE COPS:METROMOBILITY}theres always some old lady in a fuckin huff over my appointment rides alll the time, like why are you taking her not me BUT THEY DONT WANT TO GO DOWN THERE AND REGISTER AND THEY WANT IT FOR FREE THEY ALL WALK IN SOME FUCKIN HUFF SHIT ABOUT SOEM FUCKIN SOMEBODY HAS SOEMTHIGN THEY DONT{:FUCK YOU LAAAAAAAAAAADY FUCK OFF!}RAPE VICTIM PARENT ADVOCATE/SELF 2005-2014{CLOSED

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I dont drink, I have handicaps/permantely disabled, I dont drink, Im tired of telling them, so are the drivers:THIS IS NOT A PUBLIC BUS FOR THE ELDERLY, YOU HAVE TO BE HANDICAP REGISTERED AND ITS STILL NOT FREE, JENNIFER IS A PATIENT/CLIENT OF OURS FOR 3 YEARS NOW GET OUT OF HER FACE, GET OUT OF HER FACE OR WE ARE CALLING THE COPS:METROMOBILITY}RAPE VICTIM PARENT ADVOCATE/SELF 2005-2014{CLOSED, NO HELP NO RESOLVE I quit and fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck all of you quit dubm fuckinb itch!} every day I come home and dismantle myself like soem fkn robot, take out my teeth, reminded of very bad things, because I would not go to happy hour [re:2003-2007 and left work to get my daughter that never seemed to show up, and paint or work on my work, introverted photography or music i was perceived as selfish, come over here and 8-10 years later, told, no, not selfish, able to cope, Im like well fuck them and fuckem}describes as painfully introverted personality;tests out as gandi personality type: I DIDNT HAVE NOTHIGN FOR MYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSELF!:drained dry DEC2001-APR2007/2007-OCT2011}determines finally neurological disability handicap determination:awarded:2010:2013JAN1 DETERMINES DISABILTIY PHYSICAL HANDICAP AS:TRANVERSEMYELITIS}MRI:3 WEEKS AGO DETERMINES RECENT DISABILITY:INDICATES MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS:MINOR SINUS DISEASE:WHITE MATTER LESION ON BRAIN: SPINE LESION SPREAD IN 1 1/2 YEAR TO C6-C-7/T2 IRRITATED SWOLLEN }FURTHER MEDICAL TREATMENT BY NEUROLOGIST AND MEDICAL TEAM AND EVALUATIONS TO CONTINUE}JW{ Ill make it real fuckin easy for them, my aunt neither has a key to my place nor does she have pass words to my accounts{CLOSED{'yourpart mexican, my girl is part mexican':[liz] YEAH YOU BETTER PUSH THIS ONE THROOOOOOOOOUGH:THOSE [ILLEGALS] THE KIDS I DONT KNOW WHA THA FUCK YOUR GOING TO DO WITH ALL THOSE MEXICAN KIDS:!!!!!!!!!!!!!} can they go to cuba they turn out a large group of young doctors....mexico, venezuela, cuba, shakign my head, they dont like each other THEY DONT FUCKIN LIKE EACH OTHER! I DONT KNOW! I DOTN FUCKIN KNOW!{SLAMMDOOR{deadcandance:frontier}those kids from mexico not citizens there are thousands, theyve reported several hundreds and thousand..... theyve not been vacinated....shrugging, they would need vacines food and clothes and where do they live when you do so and you are taking them from their families....Had I stayed with my mother I would have gone into somewhat of missionary work as an anthropologist doctor not as a priest or nun as a doctor in south america, they knew that, I was good enough at what I had studied it would not have mattered, I was the lesser of their evils because my life ended up being very 3rd world, made no sense none of it, but no, Im not around any medical care when Im out or hiking or down there anywhere, so ....shrugging,...im not a christian, I grew up in rural for some time like 3 years, and Ive been in inner city ever sense for the most part born into it, but.... its a piece of shit....what you do to people it was either that or to japan for water science studies 1996, stayed here went places in and out of colorado, South america ....I grew up around blacks mexicans and indians....native and east indians....shrugging...people generally dont fuck with the doc, but some have tried, im stil alive, all the guns and abuse and drugs around....im stil alive...does not matter to me but matters to alot of people I remain alive.....I have a friend who survived maleria in africa, she should not be alive right now, its no sense most of it over there larger section is illness not the devil...she agrees. She has severe neurological damages from it but can walk and talk....people and their romanticisims, you should not read any further, you r fake your fucked in the head stupid, not retarded dont use that method with me but just dumb and fucked in the head..[thechurch:destination]....'JW.{closed blog

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JW{they want to preach the bible but they also dont want to wear robes or not drive cars buy groceries, etc, wear pads and tampos instead of using cloth....hipocrits lying fucking hypocrits, sociopaths cover up people, thats the bible, yoru not following the bible, your wearing pants and yoru afuckin woman}JW{I dont even like pop music pop rock christian pop music christianity or katie perry anything at all I was like that.....that fuckin dumb ass cunt muther fucker made 3milllion from that fuckin shit piece of fuckin rotted out cunt fuckin bitch ass shitting down her fuckin leg over some fuckin puta fuckin mayacock vfuuuuuck......shrugging one arm, reall fuckin shitty look on my face......blinking lika bayo black woman in seizures}JW:N11{you better stop drilling/hydrolic fracturing for oil, you are really fuckin caught/then the cops would be over here lab testing every thing in my refridgerator vitamins meds....etc...for anything foreign in it...see....see that....you can...you can try try and do something to kill me I assume so but you would not get far with it.... at alll.... so fuck you.... btich..you all can kill me I dont giva muther fffffffffffck.... period coming feel like some b ody gave me peyote or something..... mesculine with out the puke......dubm fuckinputaSSSSSSSSSSPIT..}JW{HOW MANY WOMEN ARE OUT THERE WITH MS, PARKINSON, NEUROLOGICAL DISEASE HANDICAPS DISABILITIES, TRANVERSE MYELITIS?{ When your mentral cycle comes you loose about 2 weeks of your life permonth, I was use to loosing about 3 days, now 2 weeks per month are gone in the limbo am I going to feel better and the depression. I would have been a bad mother. Finishing my doctors degree, alarms set on the house kid would not have the code, video cameras at the entrys and windows:NO! YOU CANNOT LEAVE TODAY, SCHOOLS SHUT DOWN SHOOTINGS, 20 DEAD, something like that and the dope dealer she met on the way home will be arrested on sight/site, I CANT BELIEVE YOUF CUKIN PEOPLE STAY OUT OF MY FUCKIN LIFE!}•211{HANGS UP:hangs the phoneblog up your to in my fuckin fAAAAAAAAAAACE! lookingforthatonebrathatdoesnotfitobigstilltobigformyperiodbutfitsbetterthantheothersrippingthroughmyclothesilentlycanfindsomethingthoughtsomefuckinperverttookit,tookacallthismorning:I DONTPUT UPWITHRACIALHATREDCOMMENTSFROMTHEMOSTEDCUATEDOCTORINTHEWORLDJUDITH,imsorryabolutelynotIcanthaveitaroundmeinmylifenothingnothing,noneofititremindsmeoftheracisminthesouth{hangup,the world is not populated by americans christians or whites, nooneiswhitehalfthecountryismuslimbuddhistorjewthecountrywastolenfromthenativeamericansandsomeintegratedtravelersormigrants:refered as she stated:'IwouldneverbefriendamuslimorarabandtheillegalsarecockroacheslesbiansarelesbianswithoutnamesgaymenandblacksIdontmuchdealwitheither'[judith74yearsold]}JW{ I hate music, pushed since about age 5-36 for nothing it gave to me nothing not a god damn fuckin thing its apiece of shit bitch!}Jennifer Weaver/Artist/Owner:REGRESSSTOLEHEAVY©2000-2014{[headscan:deadsilversky:scmdo:bdycntprceedsitdremx:pharmakon-silverbombs:hocico:echos:haujobb:penetrationfuckthefloor•scarofthedeceiver:p9}icumblood:cnblcrpsbloodreadthroneadreamofdeaththelordssedition:decide:obituary:backto1worstenemycnblcrpse:mumifiedinbarbedwirenapalmdeathinstrumentsofpersuation:ecrophagist:dismemberedselfimmolation95dmoslyr:bitterpeace}HES FULL OF MUTHER FCKIN SSSSSSSSSSSHIT BITCH, I WAS MARRIED A YEAR AND DIVORCED 1997-98 SEXUALLY ASSAULTED IN MY FUCKIN SSSSSSSSLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPP COCK FC UK! like it was one big joke or something {RAPE VICTIM PARENT ADVOCATE/SELF 2005-2014{CLOSED, NO HELP NO RESOLVE I quit and fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck all of you quit dubm fuckinb itch!}JW

N11:Medical Notes

10MG Rizatriptan dispensed:intractible migraine}Where I live now Where I work now, all my things fit in their nooks, the building people were not who were bothering me. It is the fucked up memories and not enough to fill in where they took from me. 9 years ago some dumb lady taking her fucked up improvised notes adding in her shit backed up in her fuckin crotch anal opening spewing her shit on to her fuckinpaper not allowing me to take my kid I called the cops,:'not in the area there are no cops to do a civil stand by its only state patrol': WELL YOU BETTER GET SOMEBOOOODY:'we can do this one time.....':stole my baby my child, I dont know anyone to stay in denver juvenile courts for 8 years if they did not want thier child:DEC2001-2007 have to be soem fuckin psychotic} then im some managable from 1976 some dubm fuckin crotch rot fuck!"}JW{I had grown up around the most bitter hateful women:'if my offender was not caught: FUCK YOU LADY OFFENDER HOW MANY OFFENDERS OFFENDED ME CUNT FUCK.Thats not my butts, im not picking it up, I pick up my own and dispose of them......Joan slips me a computer at half price, I paid for it......offender....nobetter way to catch them than to continue advocating for yourself:2012} just nasty fucked up women and their fuckin shit traps up in their fuckin yeasted rotted out cunt rotting bitter fucked up women and men..... taking jab s no better than any offenders.....look lady im sorry your so fucked up in the head shoved up in your fuckin constepated fuckin ass hole intestinal fuckin parasitic pussy fuck......{re:2005 nikaya11 opening{my case was heavily botched....one of the longest to have gone through such bullshit....and the only correlations are these certain people were allowed to continue jobs with the county state and there were several botched up cases and these people were allowed to keep their jobs......thats all we see, like who allows them to continue working for social services in a largely populated crime ridden county and state......thats all we see is some botched up job security stunt all because that lady coached a kid to lie about a gun and brain washed her with candy and allergic reactive foods migraine triggering foods.....and a kid that would throw fits and not do as she was told and stay in the fuckin house,'JW{ you see it allllllltghe fuckin time, some kid dressing up in their mothers clothing to go to the liquor store with their ID, acting like the mother....this is a pretty fucked up case of it a 2 and 3 year old thinking they are the parent of the parent soem fucked up hormonal kid shit, see it alllllthe fuckin time a fucked up kid trying to imitate thie rfuckin mother like they are the fuckin grown up....pretty fuckin elaborate case of it using some fucked up grandma not even a grandma yet to squeeze in some othe rfucked up girl, using their mother s medicine draining them muther fuckin dry some fucked up bad girls not knowing wha t the fuck they are doing....Im ALLOWED TO HAVE A GUN MUTHE RFUCKIN CUNT FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK! age 4 jennifer geise wilk had to learn how to properly hold and shoot a gun:joseph wilk states with glen bowers:' Im not even a bad man im playing with my toy cars and boy gi joesand cowboyzandindian dolls your just some fuckin dubm ass bitch!'JW OCCULT FINDINGS: 'black magik would be more of what you see here, not music anything, its a silent act....its black and it fills pages, outlet forming from organic fingers....black magik is a mirror reflects your nasty shit back on to you....not music, music is godly...I am not}JW{the bible explained nothing but historical events and that reading was sin and complicated and the actual people who had written such religious writings were trapped in brainwashing'JW{stoping eating chocolate or process chocolate was easy for me I dont like it, dark chocolate I like and I had to make vegan substitute with soy, but....still gmo/soy

N11:Medical Notes

I am calling in an appointment to order a parasite test, Im not certain of parasites living in spinal fluid. I had been around alot of illness and the water you name it.....Probably a good idea..and alot of frozen then not deer shit and cow shit spores out in the valley...'JW{food logs. 2eggsbrownrice2tortillasjalepnoschirachawatergateraidyambannaspeachocolatecoconut8shotsofespressowatersoymilk5tblspnsextravirginoliveoilkoshersalt2shotsapplecidervinegarstevia2cupsbrownricelunch1cupchanapeas1jalepenocuminkoshersaltredgreenchard•64ozwater{cant have bread:substitute:4cupsbrownrice6whitecorntortilas}andy states:colorado the altitude, makes my nipples poke out in the shower, but not in alaska"}andrew said they were feeding the bears bacon, the germans......i told him about the mountain lion:blackpanther narniacollide on campus in alamosa, I had that rancher pitbull golden retrieve mix windy:meeka I taught sign language to, we sprinted, I knew I was dead I took her off the leash had to sprint around alamosa 5am to get home for 25 minutes 8,000feet up, and all the biking there really just was not any smoking much, if you knew the bike routes in denver you would better understand why I did not smoke I went months with out them months....so....}dang, csnsh the guitars sound superb, crisp, fallon} Not when you continue to be nosey and pry for informations re my life and privacy. This entire thing with my child and the abuses has locked me into some fuckin electronic prison like soem fuckin criminal like ive done shot up some dumb ass fuckin cunt fucks. It cannot continue. Ive had no privacy with my life ever and its created some hatred and resentments so Im a bitter fuck you know but priming me for information just being fuckin nosey I see that shit right of the fuckin bat..... you should probably stop while your ahead. mostly Ive had no fuckin private life something im entitled to ....its just some fuckin nosey ass cunt fuck cant just ask a question, knows im just going to answer it and not speak to them no more....is what it comes down to, they dont like that I dont fuckin like them and im like grow the fuck up bitch....its none of your fuckin business, my life has been bastarized by nosey fuckin cunt fuckers cock fuuuuuuuuck. Your reading a very calculated plotted out curse, hex black magik.... calculated then dont read it. Peterbergmananddavidsanders are identical people, they talk to much ramble on and on an on to move in and get soemthing like its disgusting they dont shut their fuckin mouths they think the are real fuckin cute talking they think they are funny like they make people laugh for something they dont fuckin shut up bitch... they are the same like shit each other out both of them I was disgusted and repulsed having to be around them I hope the rot in hell , this thing they read this its big fuckin dead body crow gonna spin them out some where in their fuckinc ar you can t seem to arrest no fuckin body and that family that family that dubm ass bitch ass cunt fuckin whore fuckin family kidnapping children... reading reading reading nosey nosey nosey reading reading reading with their fuckin beady little fuckin hollowed pecked out eyes ....}JWhat god, I went straight to nellie wilk a jewish witch ....I reverted back to witchcraft and they done used it to catch every body im like your fucked no one invited you to use our medicine dubm bitch your fucked my great grandmother will take care of those fucks dead in the urn dumb fuckin bitch. Nellie and Annie Sokal were very close friends from poland found each other in new york upstate, their children married. Nellie Wilk means: healer wolf, I am running wolf. Wilk family is marked by beast, plagued dog:sick wolf wilk means wolf}JW

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why? :I am a revovered workaholic, doctors and illness says:STOP STOP IT!}how do you work through this type of PTSD, its all I knew'JW Monday, Jul 7 @ 4:07 PM why was this not taken care of': I spent 8 years in court trying to take care of it and scroll....My aunt and Uncle are the ones with the money they were preoccuppied for years with his family , shrugging................we grew apart her and I....they had the money he took care of his family, I got shit out and raped and shit out......only his family has mattered....pretty much..... they took care of his family not mine.......she slike that thes a gemini scorpio rising, her concerns are with hers only ......his family was more important....so I dont know they had the money I did not.....shes stubborn I will tell her 30 times lesion this or that or illness or that and she does not get it I told her I was going to wheel up 8 to 30 feet of medical records....shes stubborn you cannot tell that woman anything and she pushes me out so I say fuck it most of the time and are taking over my own insurence and whatever.....she dont eve see me unless there is emergency need or something like that.....Ive hired others to do soem things.....weve grown apart we were close she got with him we are not very close..... 12 years ago, I was raped, she blew it off....I was raped in 2003 she blew it off, I was drugged in denver sick no help homeless a couple of times, nothin g she blew it off...I was drugged sick left denver.....I had more friend support in denver....I dotn know what to say he buys his kids houses and I dont have an attorney, I get immediate needs met and pay her back and thats how it and has been for sometime ever since her and he got together its been about his family not hers. Even down to atention....i ve just taken whatever I can get shes the only family member I have left and its been some separation issues, like how to handle it or I ont speak to her for months or soemthing. Because since I got sick last year and the move back out of retreat OCT2011, re:ER collapse, 1JAN2013....shes been there to get meds and groceries and such now its burdened her, I call and shes practically, like what.....so, I dont like the what and being treated that way so I dont go around her to much and only emergencies re:joan, my aunt my mothers sister, she has lupus she s grumpy and her husband is 73 years old, 20 years older than her, .......dont know....she got all shitty with me when I told her I am having to get a medical bracelet:ooooooooowht do you need that for: I was like lady, that swhere we dont meet.....I should have had one before her years agoand I was like got youve got to change your attitude and grow up everyone but his family have left you because you get so fuckin shitty.'}Jennifer

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re:ER collapse, 1JAN2013....shes been there to get meds and groceries and such now its burdened her, I call and shes practically, like what.....so, I dont like the what and being treated that way so I dont go around her to much and only emergencies re:joan, my aunt my mothers sister, she has lupus she s grumpy and her husband is 73 years old, 20 years older than her, .......dont know....she got all shitty with me when I told her I am having to get a medical bracelet:ooooooooowht do you need that for: I was like lady, that swhere we dont meet.....I should have had one before her years agoand I was like got youve got to change your attitude and grow up everyone but his family have left you because you get so fuckin shitty. I had seen a change in her today, you know she just want to look like on the go all the time because she mad eher life like that on the go all the time now not so much so shes feeling the not being needed and want the time the separation from her job of 30 years with the learning co, she had the ability to create a learning product but her own children and myself having learning issues, she was really shitty to, so that never made sense......today though I stopped her an said......dont be so frustrated with me Im figuring something out and she abruptly changed her attitude...so taht is good, previously she could be a rreal nasty person.....so it in the long run wore me out and fucked up me some....Im nice I prefer not tob e so shitty, but I learned from the best you know and iwth no support my child kidnapped courts and so forth sick,....I needed more support than I got so I get shitty .....don know my uncle is a scorpio they are shitty people....Im a scorpio rising but enough with aquarius so it may balance out..... grumpy spider people but itll push everyone away, if she not careful....I dont stick around her to mooch off my family, I pay them back, pretty quick couple of weeks or something, but its been reall fuckin shitty....Im nice,....for years..... and it fu cks giving people up so fuckem you know anyone else acting like taht Im like fuck you bich. But, she not asmuch as I have but has been made to work with meds and such and illness and allergies groggy benedril person, she was....health issues, anxiety, mine has been bedrideen type im better some what , but shes older and over it...and thats the bottom line but im not explaining to her how fucking sick I am any longer I just walk away from her....so no shes not known much get tired of hearing ohno no your not then she down right yells at me about im over it myself. Because I love her and people get old, somebody stuck her with mass issues way back.....shrugging...she my family the only family I have ....shrugging...WELLDOUGIDONTKNOWHATTHEFUCKYOUCALLHIMSPENDING200,000ON MEDICALANDDRUGREHABFORYOU......YEEEEEEEEEEEEAHouse wtf...slammedmetalgrailonthefloorcouldntbreakit.'}Jennifer

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'Ill tell you what I think...by what I heard growin gup, and by what happend to me, he got shot in little rock bcause he felt a bipolar mentally ill man up is how he got shot ..'JW{I dropped a drawer on my foot today after physical therapy and painting burned my arm on a pan drawer it my shin first:FIST}JW N11 Sunday, Jul 6 @ 6:07 AM 'I just got back from living out in the middle of no where, real far out, you act like im the one that does not know what junkys are or alcoholics I grew up looking at thema lot, re:littlerock arkansas crack and police parents who abused severely. We were not just talking about a backhand this was habitual and daily and if fucked with my head as a child and teen, I ve been in therapy or seen a doctor since 1994. There are alot of people who go through abuse through out their lives and hide it. I hid it last few years in denver, we never discussed it I never discussed it with people. The classification of something like junky or alcoholic falls within the realms of walking over and biking around inner city homeless for years memphis denver new york, your talkign someone or people who have a fith or more of something and coming for cleaning products....crack....drugs are everywhere drug people are everywhere, alot of people go through abuse im a drastic case of it but its everywhere. Ive grown so desensitized to it, but out there, it turned into heroin out in the middle of no where, kids, young adult s out of the home. I come from inner city party culture and 3 innner secting major interstates in the south, we , not so much me but we had any drug we wanted.....Ive looked at dead people on drugs and alcohol since I was 4 years old, since then run into it on average couple times a day having to get from point a to point b in denver inner city traffic any where from baker to 44th and lowel which takes you on the federal routes, that road can be rough, mostly they recognized me over a 10 year period of time and asked money from me....the hard drug dealers have money so they were not so much out begging for money, and never food.....they never ask you for food....so I dont know, dont tell a cops kid they they dont know what they are talking about.....but my parents adopted step father and bilogical mother were no better than the junkys on the fuckin street how they did like some fuckin pimp crack dealer something, and I was jsut a fuckin kid....so I dont know abuse is everywhere, but this case and what happened after I left home and how I was harassed and you name it.....your fuckin with a hard person whoz seen every fuckin thing......I dotn know......even me I would not fuck with no fuckinb ody but not some body like me...... I dont know I think you all are fuckins tupid....its like reading it is them staring like some fuckin deer in the fuckin headlight shit, its like do you watch our anal opening while shitting.....it reminds me of people like that or something ...." JW are my comments its my initials why was I having to explain that}JW

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