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I WAKE UP WITH A VISION OT GET MONEY SO I APPLY WHAT I KNOW BUT STILL IT DOES PROGRESS OR TURN INTO NOTHING BUT A BAD IDEA. SO I DROP IT LOSE CONFIDENCE AND TAKE WHAT LITTLE BIT OF MONEY i MADE AN BUY MAYBE A HALF BREAK IT DOWN TO FIVES THEN FALL BACK GIVE UP UNTIL A NEW IDEA COMES TO MIND THEN i STOP SERVING INVEST ALL i HAVE ON THE NEXT BIG THING BUT SOME HOW IT NEVER TURNS INTO ANYTHING BUT A WASTE OF TIME. MOST OF THE TIME ID RATHER POST UP AN NOT TRY TO SUCCEED BUT i LOOK @ MY KIDS LIKE I JUST CANT QUIT I GREW UP BROKE THEY CANT DO THE SAME THING. FURTHER MY EDUCATION IS EASY FOR YOU TO SAY. FOR ME IS MORE COMPLICATED THAN THAT HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO COME UP WITH THE MONEY FOR THAT AN HAVE TIME TO WORK AND BE A FATHER AND HUSBAND. SO ITS BACK TO HE BOOTH. WASTE MORE TIME HOPING SOMEBODY WILL HEAR WE CRY OUT IN THIS WORLD AND THROW ME A ROPE NOT A BONE ID RATHER WORK FOR MINE NOT HAVE IT GIVEN TO ME. JUST GIVE ME A OPPORTUNITY, IT AINT EASY AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE. IT SEEMS LIKE PEOPLE WAKE UP AND BAMM THERE IT IS. NO MATTER HOW HARD i TRY ITS NOT NAH LOST 2012
message of life
Life is entertainment. Your success and your flaws are always being watched by somebody. Anything you see in some way shape or form is entertainment. en·ter·tain·ment/ˌentərˈtānmənt/Noun 1. The action of providing or being provided with amusement or enjoyment. 2. An event, performance, or activity designed to entertain others.
That's why I say do what you love to do. The only thing promised out of life is death. And you're no good to anyone dead, not even God. So stay focused. Smile. Quit thinking somebody's gonna dislike you bcuz your happy. So what I'm a Christian and I'm happy I'm alive. Most of my homies are dead. I aint happy about that but I'm happy I made it. I'm a father and I can smile and can't nobody take that from me, but they do gotta respect it or keep it moving.
