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Still inlimbo / Blog

Why is life so crushing sometimes

How much pain can one person withstand. Wrote this last night: I can't see through the pain, I can't see through, I can't see anything anymore, I can't see through the pain, Forgiveness, Seems an illusion, Can't see through the pain....

Hate mail to autistic boy's family is disgusting and contains no wisdom

In my photo section is a letter written by an uneducated, heartless void of a human being to the family of an autistic boy. Anyone who thinks of any person in this way is no better than murderers like Hitler and his Nazi regime. Autistic people have the potential to be genius level contributors to this society, it is the ignorance of our outdated and barbaric system that represses our most vulnerable citizens. Please get involved and follow the story! links: now.msn.com/letter-targeting-autistic-boy-causes-outrage www.usatoday.com/story/news/world/2013/08/19/canada-autistic-boy-hate-mail/2674331/ www.cbc.ca/news/canada/story/2013/08/20/autistic-boy-family-receives-euthanize-letter-ontario-newscastle.html

Autism; my music tells the story of a parents struggle with autism

My son has a severe form of autism with serious medical complications. I wrote these songs for the parents of autistic children and people faced with the struggles of autism spectrum disorder. I know how hard it can be, I do understand. I hope my music can bring you some healing and a connection that makes you aware that you are not alone. I will blog again about my understanding of ways to help-for example: at 3 doctors here and therapists said my son would never speak but after healing his intestines of bad bacteria he began to speak and now he can read and write.

Where love came from

I've been asked to explain why I wrote "Love" by so many people that I am going to answer here in the blog section. My son has been severly ill all of his life and he has been suffering. I have become ill due to the stress of his illnes and a lack of support during our most difficult times. His illness is very complicated and rare or rather there has been no straight forward answer as this is new territory for modern medicine. It has taken years and years of loss and struggle just to understand how to keep him alive and out of pain. I am certain my son was injured by the MMR vaccine when he was 1 year old. Since then he has developed serious stomach, intestine and bowel issues. He also is allergic to wheat, milk, eggs and chicken to name a few and as you may know wheat or 'gluten' is in almost everything we eat here in North America. We did not know most of this for many years and he developed severe infections and Krone's disease which led to a life threatening eating disorder; he stopped eating solid foods for years as everytime he ate he suffered with severe pain. We have traveled to the U.S. (Texas) for specialized medical treatments as there has been a lack of knowledge on his condition here in B.C. I'm getting a little off the point. He was/is very sick and has suffered significantly. struggling to get him the help he needs and carrying this heavy burden has made me ill. I wasn't getting good medical care. I felt at times he was not getting proper medical care. I have felt very helpless to this situation many times over. I began looking into Audiotherapy. Researching online I found info on 'Yah's music theory' on 'the perfect circle of sound' ; many months of studying the graphs and notes, all the math, all the patterns.....I came up with my version of this theory. Starting with the tempo set a what a person's heart would be beating at normal rest I begin the pattern of music. The lyrics encourage the listener to breath and let go of pain, breath, let go;like in meditation visualizing love coming in and pain going out. The song began to relax me in a time when I simply could not, this helped my heart by lowering my stress level-I began to breath again. When my son was really struggling I would sit by his bed and gently strum the guitar and sing for him asking him to keep breathing and to hold on. At times when his health improved I would play the song in the car for us and I would sing along and he would giggle. A month later I noticed him for the first time trying to sing and hold a note; he began over time to sing the chorus which for me was a significant spiritual moment as he for the most part has been non-verbal; this is part of the hardship for him as he can't tell you when it hurts or where it hurts. He is Autistic and on the deeper end of the spectrum. So hearing my non-verbal(non-singing) child start to sing to "love" was mind-blowing. I knew I had stumbled onto something very special in music and in healing. I recorded "Love-radio edit" in 440hz not knowing at that time about 432hz and the tremendous healing power of this more natural frequency. I am currently working very hard on this new recording but recent 'complications' with his health has made it very hard to get into the studio but I am trying very hard to get this done and out into the world as soon as possible for him and for you.

Cazna Marie
Cazna Marie  (almost 2 years ago)

Your music is healing and beautiful. The story of your son touched me.You are strong and have a beautiful soul. May you be touched with inspiration, to keep on creating your music. Peace.

Patricia Howard
Patricia Howard  (over 1 year ago)

smszing and so much hope and the feeling of being empowered by finally being able to kelp your son must have been incredible. i as well have a vry dick child that although she is an adult i still feel the horrible overwhelming powerlessness to be able to help her or "fix" things. i have only recently started researching frequency and how it heals. thank you for your incredible story and music.
Patricia

432hz natural vibration of sound-Solfeggio Harmonics

432 Hz is the natural "keynote" in the universe, as opposed to 440 Hz, which is the standard in the music nowadays. 432hz vibrates on the principals of the golden mean PHI and unifies the properties of light, time, space, matter, gravity and magnetism with biology, the DNA code and consciousness. 432hz Natural Tuning has profound effects on consciousness and also on the cellular level of our bodies. By retuning musical instruments and using concert pitch at 432 hertz instead of 440 hertz, your atoms and DNA starts to resonate in harmony with the PHI spiral of nature. 440hz concert pitch is centered in the mind whereas 432hz concert pitch is centered in the heart. Most music worldwide has been tuned to 440 hertz since the International Standards Organization (ISO) endorsed it in 1953, following the prior recommendations of the Nazi party spoksman, Joseph Goebbels in 1939. For more info google: 432hz, 528hz, Solfeggio Harmonics, Yah's perfect circle of sound theory.

Galsuintha
Galsuintha  (about 2 years ago)

the beauty of perfection, nothing is more beautiful than natural perfection, this is such a nice thought - kinda meditative

David Nicholas Hughes (Wild Spirit)
David Nicholas Hughes (Wild Spirit)  (about 2 years ago)

Interesting concept to tune to 432 Hz never tried anything other than 440 Hz. I tune my guitar quite often to D tuning double dropped D but never change my tuner to tune to anything other than concert pitch tuning. Must try it then I would have to convince the others that I play along with that it is a good idea.

ART
ART  (about 2 years ago)

This is very interesting to me because I've always been drawn to tuning my guitar & my keyboard below 440 Hz(around the 430-432 Hz range)!! Its just always felt more natural for me to do so for as long as I could remember.Granted,I've done a number of songs in regular tuning as well but i've never ever preffered it.It used to always mess with my head when I would hum my favorite songs or hear them in my head & then listened to them again later only to find that they were higher than I remembered. Later on I found that this was because all of my favorite songs were done in 440 Hz & I was remembering them in my head & humming them back to myself at 432 Hz when I wasn't listening to them!!!!!!

Tim Slatz
Tim Slatz  (about 2 years ago)

Shall give this a go sounds like an idea

The Beat 64
The Beat 64  (about 2 years ago)

Thanks for posting this...I love it.

CPANE
CPANE  (6 months ago)

Inspiring that you noticed and posted this... :) awesome.

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