If I don’t wake up tomorrow morning
Please don’t tell him that I lied
Cause if I gotta die alone
I think I’d like to hold on to my pride

Cause I can count how many times I’ve touched you
which is proof I’m in over my head
proof enough this isn’t like before
and with the passing days I become more sure
I don’t know what I need
or what these feelings are for

Cause Lately I’ve been trying not to
instead of wishing that I would
Fishing pennies out of the water
throwing back anything good
Taking back every word
instead of watching what I said
And you’re sitting right next to me
but I’m talking about you like you’re dead

Tore out the last few years
cause they’ve been heavier then my heart
Back when I tried to cover for you
but the lying became to hard
Cause it doesn’t matter how you felt
all that matters is what I believed
The truth is whatever I think
and I think I’m done thinking about those kind of things

Cause lately its been a whole lot easier
to close my eyes and not see your face
Took back all the love that I gave
and now I’m putting it in its right place
Taking back everything thought of you
and replacing it with a smile
And you’re no where near
cause you’ve been dead to me for a while.