BEATEN DOWN AND DEFEATED BEFORE EACH DAY STARTS
I'LL TAKE THE BLAME FOR THESE BROKEN HEARTS
I KNOW THE ROUTINES FOR THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW
WITH TUNNEL VISION MY HAND IS REACHIN FOR THE BOTTLE
MIND AND BODY BROKE AND NOT GETTING BETTER
WEAR MY INITIALS LIKE THE SCARLET FUCKING LETTER
A VICIOUS CYCLE OF MUNDANE ROUTINES
I KNOW I'M PULLING MY OWN STRINGS

LIVING LIFE THAT NO ONE UNDERSTANDS
LIVING LIFE WITH BLOOD ON MY HANDS
I DON'T KNOW SO I'LL JUST BLAME IT ON MYSELF
NOW I'M LIVING LIFE ON THE WITCH HUNT

MY BODY FEELS LIKE IT'S PLAGUED WITH ATROPHY
AN EXISTANCE OF SELF INFLICTED MISERY
NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE A PERSON LIKE THIS
SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING THAT I MISSED
GROWING FEAR OF THE OUTSIDE WORLD
PARANOIA BEGINS TO UNFURL
IS THIS OVERTHOUGHT ALL IN MY HEAD?
LIVING LIFE WISHING I WAS DEAD