sorry to interrupt your
superbowl,
over the past few months i've been deep in thought...caught
between believing in myself and losing every ounce of hope i have. when i
found myself back home, after a failed attempt to plant myself elsewhere i became
utterly depressed. i had a good situation but it didn't feel 100% right. the
timing was somehow off. i needed to be groomed a little more. maybe punished.
so for the past 6 months i've been gathered in my mother's basement figuring
out just how to climb back up the stairs.
So Much More didn't work.
not because it was bad but simply because it was an experiment. i was
learning how to use new tools & mix them with old methods i once had. that
album was how i felt in virginia hanging out with
josh everhart.
after
i put it out, i immediately felt like i had lost touch with my fans. i started
begging my family to be of some support and at the same time neglected my core audience.
for that im sorry. my audience isn't here with arkansas...(well some of it is)...its
everywhere someone has a song of mine in their iPod, or that person that has watched
me on
YouTube....or my 16k followers
on
twitter.
so now im
ready to start anew. im only a few days into producing the best material i
have made to date. my rhymes have improved due to the hardships, depression,
and anger. i'm ready to show you my
[SIDE B]...the true me...the voice
inside of Terry Lamont...(not those kind of voices)... im not ready to save
the world with my lyrics...i'm ready to save myself. i cannot
be polite anymore. it's time to get
ignant
- wordplay