strugglin cause the worlds harsh, feel like you luggin the marsh or the swamp the warm heart of your own mother can be everything you want, but we flaunt the drinks the yegger, puttin line after line on the paper, i look back at my life and i know now what i will reconsider later, karmas a bitch and i hater, but im gonna have to serinate her, my life can be simply a hassle, and i can be an asshole, the way its been it seems nothing last though, eventually it will come back, eventually everything will come back on track, but until then im the track, this beat, this heart so deep, feelin the tears creep, the years i weeped, imma prolly end up right back on the street, and i know that, but i got goals and i thought i show that, to myself atleast, maybe this track will be unreleased,

i dont need these emotions i can go without, but before i close up im turnin inside out,
you can the pain, the insane thoughts, you can see ive changed, this broken heart has not,

im a fucked up person, i treat this world like they owe this too me/
i wanna end my life so i dont hurt the ones closest to me/
i go to another planet when the doses hit me/
and fuck you to the ones who miss me/
cause simply you didnt show it/
when i was still around you didnt know it/
takin me for granted no apprechiation/
thinking everything is handed to you so he still waitin/
im on my own time, my own minuyes i wont be wastin/
my past seems so unreal, but so does the present/
like i cant feel,i never had a home to have left it/
never had a normal brain to have messed with/
i was promised consquences/
youre gonna end up dead, ya i heard/
but the events you promised me never occured/
sometimes i want em to and it hurts/
all i got is in the world my word/

i dont need these emotions i can go without, but before i close up im turnin inside out,
you can the pain, the insane thoughts, you can see ive changed, this broken heart has not,