sleep against the window
watching rain race down against your cheeks
dream of love you'll never know
believe in something you have never seen
wake in the middle of everything
moving back and forth it spins you round
until you fall don't make a sound
reach for it, raise your arms into the sky
reach for something you could never find

it's the possible towering above your system
cowering in corners by the door
it's the possible cowering behind your symptoms
towering above your cellar floor

fear of never knowing
fear of knowing what's on the other side
seek a new beginning
far from all the things you've always tried
run as fast as you can bare
run from wisdom run from knowing run from turning over one more page
if you dare, something's bound to make it's way
into your heart if you can make the space