Tuesday went by slowly,
Friday…
Two days to watch walls
Its
Monday and I hear you
One look my memory’s erased
Tuesdays I’ve no time to meet you
Coffee?
You smile.
No remorse, you rape blackberries
With whipped cream
I smile.

Within my stupid laugh, the way my beard grows
Patch by patch I share my secrets that you hold so dear
Within your silly smile, the way your mind
Leaps miles and miles you share you secrets
That I hold so dear.
It’s not the same I can’t explain, you wouldn’t get it,
and so bit by bit I help you disappear.
Then you complain and scream my names
And now it’s over but I look,
You eyes begin to tear.

Your pupils made of memories, you speak
So vulnerably my shield leaks
Colors
Hidden, in your secret nightstand
My pupils made of memories, I speak

Tuesday went by slowly,
Friday
You’d rather watch walls
It’s Monday and I hear you
Fuck you
I want my memory erased
Tuesday I’ve no time to meet you
It’s too late
You sigh
No remores
You start packing
I’m seething
You cry…