Two Shells Left - Deuces
(Paul McGrath)

Every fucking day
I feel the rage seeping out my soul
but this is different than i can remember
soothe these thoughts with every exhale
jumping steps closer to feeling right
since all those
times that you dragged me through my lowest
and now i think its time that you feel what low is
those nights i slipped i shouldn't have said another word
but i remembered those eyes…filled with pain.

HEART RACING
I'M SCREAMING
FACE RIPPING
AGONY
I'm feeling nothing as breath runs from me.
THIS LIGHT
I'VE ENVIED
MY VISIONS
GONE BLANK
It's hard to move when your body is drained.

and it seems like every day
is harder then the last
but i stare it in the face
and move with stride

we've paved the way for journeys that brought us true happiness
but they became tours of let downs and one too many broken hearts

my life is at the point, I can't believe i'm standing.
for all these fucking things that destroy my feelings