Sparks shoot through my body
My heart races with your every touch
Your voice soothing my soul
As I lay here hoping this night will never go
Ive been losing sleep because of you
Praying that I'll never have to let you go
This sensation is so strong
I no longer care about anything else at all and

Even when you're smiling at me
I know its not for me
Even when you say that you love me
Your actions are bare to see
Even when you're laying here with me
I know its not what I am thinking
Even when you say that you'll be here
I know when you're lying to me dear

I fade back into reality
In an instant the peace fades away
My heart empty, my soul torn apart
Wondering why I ever thought I could have your heart
Only to find there are no answers
My mind invaded with thoughts so unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
I know that soon I will lose you love

Even when you're smiling at me
I know its not for me
Even when you say that you love me
Your actions are bare to see
Even when you're laying here with me
I know its not what I am thinking
Even when you say that you'll be here
I know when you're lying to me dear

The lust and fantasy leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel or be
The loneliness I feel is so wretched and trusted
Betrayal revealing the terrors of what my love is
What was I thinking when I thought you cared
Fear flooding in when I wasn't prepared
A side note of being a human
A doppelganger in my own skin and

Even when you're smiling at me
I know its not for me
Even when you say that you love me
Your actions are bare to see
Even when you're laying here with me
I know its not what I am thinking
Even when you say that you'll be here
I know when you're lying to me dear