Really Doesn't Matter

It really doesn't matter at all
I try to talk to you
but you never seem to listen
I try to make some sense of it all
but the words that I say
don't seem to makes a difference
And I see just by the look in your eyes
Nothing I can do
Decision just been taken
So I might as well just talk to the wall
there's no communication
no communication at all

And I'm trying really hard not to hear
the voice inside that echoes my fear
but if I keep my head and try not to fall
then maybe none of this will matter at all

And I'm trying really hard not to hear
but the voice inside is loud and it's clear
that the time has come to answer the call
because it doesn't really matter at all

This road, taking me home again
my love, I can't take any more
like a dream, memories of angry scenes
fade away, as I open the door
And you smile, holding my hand awhile
and you say, it's no matter at all
So I try turning these thoughts to words
Spread my wings
And get ready to fly away

And I'm trying really hard not to hear
but the voice inside my head is so near
and your calmness in the midst of it all
must mean that none of this will matter at all

The best years of my life were for you
with your lack of faith
and your shouting and your screaming
Tried so hard to reason it through
all your twisted words
and your lying and your scheming
The politics, the rise and the fall
leave me cold inside
with no reason to believe in you
It really doesn't matter at all
time for me to go
time for me to leave you behind

It really doesn't matter at all (it doesn't matter)
It really doesn't matter
It really doesn't matter

No communication at all
No communication
No communication

It really doesn't matter at all (it doesn't matter)
Time for me to go (bye bye)
Time that I was leaving (bye bye)

It really doesn't matter at all (it doesn't matter)
It really doesn't matter
It really doesn't matter at all

music and lyrics - neil richards

(c) 2001

recorded - purple studios, april 2001