"Thin Line"

Chelsea Skye, don't deny
you watched me tremble, when you said goodbye
my train of thought, my train of thought became lost
and now I'm sitting here, watching a storm brew outside
but I feel the same exact energy, boiling up within me tonight...

(Chorus)

How the hell was I suppose to know,
that I'd go through all of this just to lose you
and wish I had known before,
that I was fighting a battle that I was only losing
and now insomnia spreads within this tattered mind,
I'm balancing day by day on this thin line...

Memories flashing in front of my eyes,
your smile, your words, holding you for the last time
well now I question, was it all just a lie
losing my sanity on the inside...

How the hell was I suppose to know,
that I'd go through all of this just to lose you
and wish I had known before,
that I was fighting a battle that I was only losing
and now insomnia spreads within this tattered mind,
I'm balancing day by day on this thin line...

Tell me now, that you meant
every single thing you ever said
you built me up just to tear me down,
darling you ran me straight into the ground
and I try my best to forget,
but I'm still living within this moment...

How the hell was I suppose to know,
that I'd go through all of this just to lose you
and wish I had known before,
that I was fighting a battle that I was only losing
and now insomnia spreads within this tattered mind,
I'm balancing day by day on this thin line...

By Chelsea_Skye (8/9/10)