What I want to do and what I do
Never end up the same
It’s like I’m just a helpless fool
Playing my own cruel game
And when I think I’ve
got somewhere
That’s when the pressure sets in
I want to be perfect, you know I do
I’m so scared I’ll slip again
You’re telling me to let go
Telling me to trust what I don’t know

Let me fall
Let my body hit the ground
Let me fall
It’s time to be broken now
Let me fall
This is what I need
Let me fall
Just be waiting there for me

I’ve been told to just have faith
Everything will work out
But I’m so scared that I’ll lose faith
Is that what faith’s about
And what I want and what I need
Really are the same
It’s what I end up doing that
I never can explain
I’m getting sick of this ride
You’re telling me to jump and it’ll be alright

I want it so badly
Just to see the end of this
I know I’m the one writing this story
Give me the pen, let me write You in