I Have
I’ve been beaten battered abandon and abused
I’ve lied I’ve cheated I’ve stolen and I’ve used
I’ve been ran to ran through and ran from
I’ve manipulated consummated calculated anticipated
Been arrested neglected searched and set free
I’m damaged weather and conditioned but I am me
These are the things that I have done
But I swear by the soul in me it’s not what I’ve become
What does this mean anyway?
Will I be judged by the things I say?
I have, I already have
I’ve been stepped on laughed criticized and mocked
I’ve had doors opened then shut chained and locked
I’ve seen endings and beginnings and everything in between
I’ve had enemies’ allies’ acquaintances and friends
I’ve seen it wanted it and did it again
I’ve laughed cried been together and then all alone
These are the things that I have done
But I swear by the soul in me it’s not what I’ve become
What does this mean anyway?
Will I be judged by the things I say?
I have, I already have
I’ve seen through it to it myself and seen you do it
I’ve started and finished then forgot to redo it
I’ve tried lied hidden and connived
I’ve been insulted rejected even incarcerated
I’ve been here there guess I’ve been every where
I’ve been loved hated admired but who really cares
These are the things that I have done
But I swear by the soul in me it’s not what I’ve become
What does this mean anyway?
Will I be judged by the things I say?
I have, I already have