Follow the lead of my shoes and the sidewalk
Go a single direction with my head down.
I cough with every exhale.
My inhales instead were gasps.
We'll be alright if we just disconnect from this.

Dust cuts my lungs and blood climbs up my throat till i spit red words, 'till my heart stops pumping.

This might kill me.
But it's alright
It's all worth it.