I'm here on a mission to abrubtly discuss
Everything that lacks luster in my life is a must
The bills keep billing me, damn its killing me
I trust you'll listen up, I hope you're feelin me

What's my purpose? I question it nervously
A thinkin man's philosophy in need of service see
Does a seed just breed itself purposely?
Can a blossom bloom in spite of adversity

Can a rose grow from the concrete we pour
Would we know each other if we didn't explore?
I'm all for the intimate, I think I should warn
My mind wasn't developed this the way I was born

My words are my weapons and my ammo my thoughts
Where should I aim when all the targets have dropped
There's alot on my mind, with the answers to find
I cancered the plaster of the mold I call mine

HOOK
So I'm done being stuck in this rut
It's time to man up so I better buckle up
This is my life, I'm along for the ride
Time to face facts and swallow my pride
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Ya, it's kinda funny, the bank wants money
But I'm broke as fuck, ain't that lovely
I wagered my credit, and I lost the bet
Now I'm dodging calls to collect the debt

I can't collect a cheque at best
My future is coming and I can't invest
So why do I hide, for ego or pride?
Is there something I protect hidden deeper inside?

Is there meaning between me and what I say
Or has my mind grown stale as I waste away
Deeper thought's no longer teacher taught these days
So why does my mind work in secret ways?