I’m such a mess, I don’t know how you can stand it.
I should have guessed you’d have ended it.
I’m Such a mess, I can’t give you life like you planned it.
I should just let you move on with it.

Cause I just can’t seem to keep from letting you down.
And I don’t pretend to know why you’re still around.
Oh the better part of me wants to relieve you of this misery,
But I know that I won’t close that door.

I’m such a mess, I don’t know how you can stand it.
I’m Such a mess, I can’t give you life like you planned it.

I’m such a mess, I don’t know how you defend me,
I would make such a great enemy.
I’m such a mess I’ll waste your life with my dreaming,
I’ll let your love fall between the seams

And when you get old and time is running you down,
I’ll be behind you with my head still in the clouds
The better part of me wants to save you from that future me,
But I know that I won’t close that door.

I’m such a mess, I don’t know how you can stand it.
I’m Such a mess, I can’t give you life like you planned it.