I don't give a fuck about the things that I've lost
See I'll just buy em back, everything has a cost
Even people who left me cuz the lines that I crossed
And Gave me the cold shoulder like dandruff was frost
I really wish that you woulda stopped, But you did not
So I Did what I could when stuck in tight spots

The Truth is looking back you weren't really that precious
It's true a camera could never capture your essence
But you could be rest assured that I learned my lesson
I used to think that you're beauty was a mother fuckin blessin'
But it left me stressin, always second guessin'
Always put you first, bitch, you always put me second
Cuz you were sure damn good at bringin me down
And I let you keep it up without making a sound
Because deep in my soul I truly
Found you would never let me down

But you did and I know that I shoulda seen it
Like everytime we'd wipe the slate clean till it was gleamin
Everytime you said I love you, never did you mean it
Thought we had a strong bond but God knows I was dreaming
And leavin wasn't such a bad thing, it got me rappin
And if I never met you then this never woulda happened

So I suppose now would be the time to embrace
The fact I've officially forgotten your face
I hung on memories but they'll soon be erased
Like the time you took your clothes off at the Gentlemen's place
Such a fucking disgrace, You shoulda never got paid, underage but
just the same I shoulda turned and walked away

I don't ever wanna hear the words that I never tried
I wish you luck tryin find yourself a better guy
Some of the stupid shit you pulled just made me wanna die
But now I know who I am and that I cant deny
I won't feed you any lies, This is not a disguise
I'm as real as real gets just take a look at these eyes

Yup, This is my life, and now I'm ready to live it
Some of the bullshit that's happened has left me so livid
I'm breaking out this shell,and saying fuck being timid
I'm calling on my life, Life! I dare you to bring it!
And then he dares me to wing it so I find the words in my soul
I write em and sing it