It starts with only a glimmer of a thought that makes grown men shiver
and I hope that it won’t take a hold of me
I sit alone and think of whether or not that he and I will be together
even though I don’t even know his name

It’s just another schizophrenic episode
a part of my paranoid personality
I start to crack and crumble into a
complete psychotic mess

My head can’t hold onto all of these thoughts
all I want to do is make…make my mind shut down
endless chatter; it’s like my inner thoughts are a light and the switch is a trigger and
it scares me that it’s the only way to turn it off

It’s just another schizophrenic episode
a part of my paranoid personality
I start to crack and crumble into a
complete psychotic mess

All that I want is to sleep
let go of thoughts that torture me
over and over, they repeat
until I am broken from defeat