as i cry i try ta wipe my eyes, suicides a lie, i think inside my mind, that theres a reason why he died,
ryan was a fighter my partner beside me, eyes red as we light up the pipes and blunts ta get higher,
crime rate risin like giesers, so im writin this rhyme inspite the hurt inside me, life is scary
but of death im frightened, almighty smiter, all the smiles have erased, and been faded from my face,
i wish i could take his place, take me away, make me an angel today, i cannot be afraid, the gratest pain,
ive ever faced, as i patiently waited for rain ta wash away my mistakes, this souljas soul is drained,
gainin nothin anymore im losin this game, i hate ta say it but thanks, sarcasms is my way
of keepin all my tears at bay, my faith gone i stay strong, only to take my revenge,
i no longer have any friends, but forever i stand by my fam, True Full Blooded Brother of CSK

why does the lord have to take my people, i dont know but he seems so evil,
why does the lord have to take my people, if were all gonna die then what do we breathe for,
why does the lord have to take my people, the number of demons and angels is not equal,
why does the lord have to take my people, i dont know but he seems so evil,

if i had to pick 1 thing that ryan did teach me, it'd be that i needa stand up for what i believe in,
protect my family and my people, against any man or bad evil, so imma spread the seed so you will see that,
only the strong will survive, but still sometimes they're defeated, and that doesnt mean they're weak or incomplete,
as a human being, im breathin today to tell his story thru speakers, i preach it, speakin words so pure
that even jesus is eager to read em, peace is where i hope my lil brother rests, bleedin out my ears i'll flow until
theres nothin left, except my soul and bones the dark alone erodes my flesh, knowing that my lil bro is gone ill flow my best,
i know ill get, to someday go toe to toe with death, myself and i wont win, but success in that doesnt matter im
happy to see my bro again, my closest friend, my fam my kin i miss ya man, this song is writtin from my heart from start to end

why does the lord have to take my people, i dont know but he seems so evil,
why does the lord have to take my people, if were all gonna die then what do we breathe for,
why does the lord have to take my people, the number of demons and angels is not equal,
why does the lord have to take my people, i dont know but he seems so evil,