i take it all in
every word
oh, my head hearts
this isn't how we work;
usually you strike first
then i bleed and try to hide it

broken down, this means nothing now

i don't know why you're still talking
or what's true
we pushed this far enough
now i'm willing to lose
then i bleed, and try to hide it

make a sound like you understand

find comfort in knowing that i no longer know