I sold my soul but just for a while
I did change my lifestyle
Changed the rules of a simple game
Coz instead of success I chose fame
They said "who you wanna be so far?"
"look at u u already live like a star"
U party hard, harder than anyone
drinking doing drugs seems like fun.
I thought its cool, I felt that strength
But I didnt know this periods length
Now Im tryna hold, tryna hold my breathe
Coz I feel ma-ma body is stressed

I've been to places you've never been
I saw the things u never saw
The reality just disappeared
I felt like I never felt before
It makes you feel damn good damn nice
That feeling was chased
At the same time it kills your mind
In a disgrace

Pink veins, red eyes, remedy
MD, cocaine, LSD
Heartbeat, heavy breathe, easy cough
One line, one pill not enough

My eyes shaking, my normalitys braking
But Im still chosing, stop waking
stop waking me up and my mind
I feel like Imma child
young strong crazy and wild
But Imma growing up and it should be fine
And I see its mine, my endless ride
I don't remember the times when I cried
Me and my drugs like groom and bride.